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Experience with Jesus and the Second Coming of Christ

Spiritual Testimony Rev. YulianUTS Spiritual Experiences Revelation about Second Coming of Christ
Jesus led me to the Lord of the Second Coming

By YuliUTS | Unification Family Studies | Part I of the book, "Share God's Heart"

I remember the first time I experienced God talk to me directly. He said, "Share My Heart! Share My Heart!" I hope this testimony transmits at list a bit of what God did for me to resurrect my life.

I had many spiritual experiences but rarely I shared them. People know me for my articles on "The Power of Internet for Web Outreach." And in the recent years many started contacting me for my spiritual ability to heal even from distance.

In this first chapter of the book, I would share my first experiences with God and how he led me through revelations to know about the Second Coming of Christ. My prayer is that my experiences with the heavenly realm will inspire all who read it. And that you will start your own journey to share the heart of our Heavenly Parent - God.

Be sure, God wants to relate with you even more than we want to connect with him. I believe these experiences were given to me not for my own sake, but for the sake of liberating God and humanity. God granted me these encounters so that I can release them as a testimony to the Lord of the Second Coming. This is your invitation to see beyond the physical, into the supernatural realm of Heaven.

Raised in Atheism

Born in a Communist country I was not a believer. We were told that "Religion is opium of the people." We were told that we are physical beings, like animals - without spirit. But few extraordinary experiences told me otherwise.

At the age of 10 my grandma appeared to me from the spirit world. I could see her waving at me. Didn't even cross my mind that there is something strange in that. I asked my parents, "Why you didn't greet grandma?" "Are you crazy! She is dead" - they answered. What did I know, I was just happy to see her.

Other than that, I was not spiritual at all. Sports were what I loved. I liked martial-arts and had experiences of concentrating so much, so I could break things that seemed impossible physically. Through this I have realized that non-ordinary reality is not only possible, but through some practice and concentration I could stretch the boundaries of what I could achieve.

Flying in my dreams

I loved to do all sort of creative things, like drawing, playing guitar. Making things for hours, all by myself. Forgetting time and space. I was always enthusiastic, craving to learn something new. Only in my dreams will I often fly around, up to the sealing and around my neighborhood. Each time the experience was so real, to make me think, "Oh, so this is not a dream, I can really fly." Yes, it was so real, but I never thought these are actual experiences in the spirit world.

Revelation about my future marriage

When I became 20, I contacted my grandmother again. I was curious; How the spirit world looks like? - I asked. She said, the place she lives in is so beautiful that I would never want to return on earth. I asked her, if God exists. "In my realm," she answered, "everyone knows God exists, but very few can indeed relate with Him."

Then she told me about my future marriage. "It's not good to have girlfriend," she said. After 5 years I will be married in an Oriental country. She showed me some peninsula between Japan and China. My spouse will be a foreigner. "Will she be from Serbia", I asked. "Not! But close. Just little bit more west," she answered. Little did I know, that her words were to be fulfilled exactly, to every details she told me in this spiritual contact. And yes, five years later I was married in a International Marriage Wedding in Korea. My wife was from Slovakia, just as she foretold me. Truly, God's ways are mysterious.

My First Prayer to God was Answered

A year before that I had offered a strange prayer to God. As a non-believer I didn't know whom I'm praying to. So, I said, "God or whoever you are. If you exist, please make that I will get out of this Military academy." I clearly specified the way I want that to happen.

Believe it or not, few days later I collapsed and was brought to hospital. Thus events led to the fulfillment of my request. So, I prayed again. "Dear God! I see that you have heard my prayer, therefore I cannot deny your existence. But can I just change my prayer request a bit." And I described what and how should be changed.

Few days later mysterious events happened again. It was very scary, and I could loose my life, so I would not share this for now. But in 10 days, everything was resolved and 21 days later I was out of the Army, just the way I requested in my prayer. So again, I was without excuse not to believe in God. 

What's most important, is that these experiences did set up the beginning and the standard of my relationship with God. I was reporting to him and observing carefully, expecting to see exactly how He responds. I always knew He is listening, and I tried to express my requests and reports as sincerely as possible, and as precise and detailed as possible. Just as Heung Jin Nim explained from the spirit world:
"The most important thing to remember when you pray is that we are listening; we are hearing your prayers. It is how you speak to us that determines the effectiveness of your prayer. There is so much power available now from the spiritual world... but we cannot unleash that power unless someone on the earth allows us to unleash it, yearns for it, longs for it." On Prayer

God's Light Entered My Heart

"God has no form in the spirit world. He appears as light, like the light of the sun that shines in the atmosphere twenty-four hours a day." Sun Myung Moon, CSG p.58 

One day I got a Christian pamphlet about the Holy Spirit and its gifts. Curious, I prayed to God to accept Him in my heart and receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. But I asked for something useful, like healing or distinguishing the truth.

Miracle happened the same night I offered this prayer. As I was lying in my bed, preparing to sleep, I heard a voice calling me. This repeated 3 times.

The voice asked, "Are you ready for a long journey." "Yes!" - I replied. The 3-rd time I answered strong and with some frustration. Suddenly the ceiling opened, and an amazing light filled up the whole room.

All of a sudden, I was standing in God's powerful presence. There was nothing in the room but his bright, penetrating everything light. I couldn't see anything but this all-powerful light, unexplainable in words. 

I was lying on my bed overwhelmed by the most beautiful and loving feeling every imaginable, and yet, I experienced the meaning of the words, "The fear of God."

It was very powerful spiritual light. So bright - the brightest one I have ever seen. I was filled with bliss in this divine, supernatural light of illumination and awakening. My ego did not exist. I felt God's incredible presence and love overwhelm my entire being. It was beyond miraculous. The Bible says:
"I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people." - Ephesians 1:18
In this powerful presence of God, I could see my whole life in seconds. It all passed as a movie in front of me. I felt God's enormous pain from all the bad things I did and all the betrayals we did towards him in the history. I shouted for forgiveness and in that moment this powerful light entered my chests.

I sat up. It was like a powerful electro-magnetic field emanating from my heart and spreading nearly a meter around me. This supernatural Light was Imparted to my soul, and I was completely overwhelmed by its spiritual power of love and peace. Such a wonderful feeling.

And yet, I could not sleep the whole night. I couldn't understand the meaning of this experience. "Am I going to die?" "What kind of journey?" Only in the morning I finished the letter. The last words were, "Once you accept God in your heart there is a long journey ahead of you." I realized that I have accepted the Holy Spirit.
"When earthly man forms a reciprocal base... through prayer and other spiritual activities... the spirit men pour out spiritual fire on earthly men, give them the power to heal diseases, and help them do many mighty works. More than that, they enable earthly men to see many facts in the spirit world in a state of trance, give them the gift of prophecy, and inspire them spiritually. Through such activities, substituting for the Holy Spirit, they cooperate with earthly men to fulfill the will of God." DP - Resurrection

My Life was Transformed

At that time, I was 20 years old. And since I could not forget feeling God's painful heart, I prayed that He would show me what He wants from me and how I can relieve His pain. That was my prayer every single day since I had that powerful experience. 

People with near death experience also report powerful transformation in their life. In many ways I can relate to that.
"How did I change as a result of my near-death experience? Everything about me changed. Now I'm interested in people. Interested in what I can do to help their spirit... Before I wanted aggressively to make money, but I realized the need for the materialism isn't important. I'm determined to seek all the knowledge I can find... to know God most of all... You do have a feeling of oneness with the universe, not because you are too special, but because you wake up to who you really are. Accepting that I am a spiritual being. My priority now are personal relations, people and my spiritual life."
I can totally associate my experience with God with this testimony of a person in near death experience:
"My view was then drawn up toward the sky. I observed, what seemed to be a massive energy forming... All of a sudden, I was enveloped by this bright golden light. Then the light became brighter and brighter. And I knew I was in the presence of God... I remember the feelings of peace, gentleness and oneness." Life after Death Documentary
Yes, that experience altered my search and interest in life. I was reading the Bible, searching for answers and praying daily. Often was I thinking, "What would I have done if I lived in the time of Jesus? Would I also ridicule him, or I could follow, understand and accept him." Reading in the Bible that many faithful believers will fail to recognize the Second Coming, I was praying, "God don't let me miss the point when Christ Returns."
Amazing Spiritual Guidance
"The spirit world will guide and teach those who are concerned about the future of the world." Sun Myung Moon, 206:138
From this day on I began to experience amazing spiritual guidance. I discovered the power of prayer. Surprisingly deceases were healed when I prayed. Sometimes, according to my prayer God would even change the weather. I had such a faith in that and did it several times, so even my skeptical mom started asking me, "Oh, pray again to your God not to rain these days." Despite the forecast and the obvious clouds, preparing to open, there was no rain. Two weeks later my mom asked me again, "Since you prayed, there was not even one drop of rain. Everything is dry, so please pray. I did and next day was incredible rain pouring the whole night. The amazing part was, that God did it in such an exact way to my words, so I could no possible deny it's exactly according to my prayer.

Remember, the prophet Elijah had sealed the heavens so it would not rain. (1 Kings 18:17)

One day I was going to a Christian event. Crossing the park, it started raining so much, it felt like a wall of water. Never did I see such rain before. But I prayed, "God protect me, not to get wet, and let me be dry when I come at the event." Those were my two very specific requests. What happened was really shocking. I was running and only around me was no rain at all. I'm talking 50 cm. aside was a wall of water and I was completely dry, except for few sprinkles on my pants. But even they got dry when I arrived at the place. This seemed so unreal to me. I still have no explanation how is that even possible, but God used such phenomena to rise me in my faith. 

Rev. Moon has wonderful remark on how nature responds to us.
"If you make yourself a universal being, connected to the fundamental origin of the universe, then the sunrays will want to come and warm your body. Water will want to get into your mouth and air will want to go into your lungs." God's Will / Good Character 108
Even today, I think of how bad or spiritually immature baby I must have been, for Him to do so much effort to raise me. But I realized that God listens to every small detail that I say. This became the standard of my relationship with my Heavenly Parent. It was more like reporting everything to Him and expecting to see what He will do. If I was very sincere in my request, He was making it happen. This developed into a real relationship of Father and son. 

I always wondered, "If I'm such a bad guy, why is God doing all this effort for me? How can a sinner like me deserve that?" Surely through this He led me to meet the Lord of the Second Advent. In miraculous way God pushed me towards the followers of the Rev. Sun Myung Moon.

Jesus Took My Spirit to Heaven

"Having Heavenly experiences is a tool, God will use, to show us who He really is and how he works, and even give us strategies for establishing His Kingdom." Judy Franklin, Experiencing the Heavenly Realms

I still remember the day when my girl-friend returned and told me that she met a Brazilian missionary that invited us to hear lectures about Jesus. At this very moment I was filled with God's spirit. I heard the voice from Heaven - "That's the answer of your prayers." God's light and love again overwhelmed my whole being. 

Few days later we were just about to ring at the door of this lecture center. But surprisingly the door just opened in front of us. Shining young people greeted us with big smiles. But what I felt was a wave of love that came and overwhelmed us. It was indescribable. 

After waiting the video lectures on Divine Principle we had some discussions with the missionaries. As a Christian I was trying to hold my difficult questions in attempt to understand them without confrontation. The fact that they were so lovely, open and sincere helped a lot. 

One day Jesus took me to heaven. It was in the middle of a 5 day workshop, British missionaries were holding in my country. Being a Christian at the time, I was very skeptical to some of the new concepts of the Divine Principle revelation. But during the lecture my spirit came out and I felt I was flying through some realms in the spirit world, higher and higher. In just seconds, God showed me spiritually the last 70 years of Rev. Moon's life and said, "Yes this is true. This is the Messiah."

Around me I saw many of my good ancestors living in the Paradise. They looked so bright, full of love. Amazing light was surrounding them and was overwhelming my whole existence.  "All your life. Since your birth," they said, "we guided you for this one purpose; To tell you who is the Messiah - The Lord of the Second Advent." My legs were shaking when I was back in my body. There are no words to describe how I felt and there was no one I could share with at that moment. Thus, I understood the words,
Then two men will be in a field: one will be taken, and one will be left. Two women will be grinding at the mill: one will be taken, and one will be left. (Matthew 24:40–41 and Luke 17:34–36)
I knew this is true. The Second Advent has already happened.  I felt overwhelmed. But I still prayed, "I cannot deny this revelation. I understand logically that I have to accept Rev. Moon is the Messiah, but I cannot accept this in my heart, so please give me more guidance and revelations."  

In the next month God gave me amazing spiritual experiences. Bible verses were opened to me to understand spiritually. Those who have eyes will see. Those who have ears will hear. I was one of them.  I was one of those who were taken to heaven to see. I was one of those who got by revelation the "New Name" of the Lord, promised in Revelations.

Here are parts of Jesus's message sent from the spirit world:
"Dear Christians and all people on Earth, please pray over this matter while fasting. Then I will appear to you and clearly tell you the truth. When you do it, you should be totally focused on praying with a pure heart. Reverend Sun Myung Moon is the one who came to Earth to complete my mission that was not fulfilled through the redemption of the cross. He comes as the True Parent to conclude God's providence in the Completed Testament Age... Reverend Sun Myung Moon is the returning Messiah for whom you have been waiting and waiting. He inherited my mission at the age of 16... He is investing all of his heart and soul for the realization of world peace... Are you going to hang him on the cross again, like the Romans who persecuted me 2,000 years ago? .. Please receive the Messiah who has descended in the Completed Testament Age. Do not reject his achievements and his dispensation for the salvation of humanity. Pray with sincerity. I, Jesus, will be with you in your earnest prayers." JESUS: A Shocking Message from Spirit World

The Power of The Truth

Once I began learning The Divine Principle (Rev. Moon's revelations), I felt my Original Mind really opened; I saw God's love everywhere. It not only gave me the answers of so many questions that we Christians have, but no one answers, but opened the barriers and limitations in so many directions.

Now I could study science or spiritual teachings and see the connections. The Principle is so powerful truth, and Truth really sets you free. Most important I've learned a lot about the spirit world, and how it relates to us.

Numerous generations of our ancestors went to the eternal spiritual world. Those who suffer signal that to us by giving us some problems, incidents, sicknesses and pain. Not realizing that, we sink into their problems, ending up in their hell. But the Principle taught me how to help them.

The Principle calls it Returning resurrection. I remember the first time I experienced it. I felt sudden unnatural feelings of depression and doubts. It was their painful spiritual state. I said, "God, this is not my thoughts. I don't know who is it, but they are really suffering in hell. Please let me liberate them." And I started crying and praying for these spirits until they felt God's love and liberation through me. Feeling my connection to God their hearts got liberated, they felt so happy. The rest of the day I had amazing experiences. They helped me in everything in that day; whatever I asked. It was miraculous!

Indemnity Works

What did make Rev. Moon different from all other saints. He found out that if you pay the needed indemnity, you can achieve anything. When he proclaimed in front of all religious founders in the spirit world that no one could restore the world because no one fulfilled his responsibility, they all stood against him until God proclaimed that he was correct.
"In order for Christ at the Second Advent to complete the providence of restoration, he must find a certain number of people who can restore through indemnity the missions of all the past saints who, despite their best efforts to do God's Will, fell prey to Satan when they failed in their responsibilities." DP - Resurrection
I did pray to understand how indemnity works, and here is one of the strong experiences I've got. On this day the leader told us not to go back if we don't fulfil our minimum goal. The day was finishing, but I had very low result. My area was finishing. I was desperately looking for at list one more restaurant. And there it was, up the hill.

It was my last chance and I prayed as sincerely as I could, "God, give me whatever indemnity needed, but I have to make my goal at this place." I was quite naive saying, "I will run all the way." Thinking that will make the indemnity.

When I entered, I found there was a party for some mafia people. The boss spotted me and pushed me to the corner. My product was taken. He started beating me, kicking me. At some point he even took a gun out to shoot me, calling me homosexual and whatever other names. But I was not concerned about that. All I cared was for my product - not to get it lost.

Meanwhile few wives started coming to me and asking the price of some of the pictures. They were bringing me money while the guy continued to punch and harass me, until finally most of my product was sold. At that point he told me, "Run away from here!" And that's all I wanted to do. But I was full of joy. That was a miracle! In less than 20 minutes I made both, the indemnity needed, and my daily goal fulfilled. Amazing! This was unbelievable lesson.
"Heaven allows evil spirits to torment him as punishment for this sin. If he willingly endures the suffering given by the evil spirits and overcomes it, he will have successfully paid the indemnity through this condition and thus be entitled to enter the higher sphere of benefit at the clan level. The evil spirits who have tormented him receive a corresponding benefit." DP - Resurrection

Spiritual Experience with True Father

Learning that I can always take responsibility and make some indemnity condition to bring success, brought me to the most amazing spiritual experience with True Father. At some point I felt stuck. My results were low, and I didn't know what to do. So, I determined to do few conditions. One of them was to not get asleep in the morning prayer. But at the same time my prayer was to get God's answer in a dream. And somehow both were fulfilled at the same time.

The following morning, I was determined in my prayer. But I felt tired and decided to lean my head comfortably but concentrate on praying even stronger. Suddenly I realized that my body fell asleep, but I was in a straight posture above it, still praying.

The next moment I realized that someone was sitting right in front of me. I lifted my head and saw Father, Rev. Moon, in a lotus position, just a meter in front of me. It was absolutely real. He was in a brown jacket, similar to the one he had at his visit to Russia.

I had no time to be further curious of external details since my attention was drawn to his words. The first thought came, "Why is he talking as if he is the sinful person like me." But then my whole being just started following the experience effected from his words. I could see and experience what he was saying, the very way he is experiencing it.

Father was explaining how from my low sinful state I can open my conscience, at the center of my heart and connect with God. It was overwhelming. It seemed so beautiful and natural. It felt like the most natural state of oneness with God. Like if I was always like that. There was some innate connection straight to God's heart and my inner self could naturally communicate with him, while my physical mind was only a silent listener.

Boom... and the experience was over. I wake up, still feeling the overwhelming sensations, yet realizing that I cannot even explain physically what Father just taught me. Back in my physical body, it didn't feel natural. My mind couldn't even make sense or find words for it.

I remember in this day I had difficult area in FR. But I said, "Father I will keep praying, nonstop, until I open this channel with You." It was after an hour of steady, mentally painful and exhausting efforts, that the shift happened. I was in front of the door with some clients, when my heart opened, and I began crying. It was like the prayer was no longer coming out of my brain, but out of my inner self - directly from my heart. I was just listening and could not stop the tears in my eyes. It was so fascinating, so beautiful.
"Then the spirit world will naturally teach in advance the wise ones concerned about the future of the world. They will understand through spiritual waves what will happen. Those who reach the highest position will see but one goal at the end." Rev. Sun Myung Moon, CSG
Took years of more experiences, while I rationally realized the difference between my physical mind and my spiritual inner mind, connected to God. These were years of struggling to find means to calm down my brain and allow my spirit to lead me; a state when every answer comes instantly; a state when things happen with ease, like a magic and every prayer moves the physical world and brings actual results. I used that while working with STF, to show them how easy problems can be solved, results can be increased, the atmosphere can be changed, the obstacles removed. Once you understand the spiritual principles and have the connection to God, everything is possible.

Talking with Jesus and Heung Jin Nim

That was a special period. I was the leader of FR team. Doing the usual 'Restoration of All Things' city to city. But in this period, I started communicating a lot with Jesus and Heung Jin Nim. Often one of them will come during my run and teach me things, that I carried always a small notebook to immediately write their insights, before I forget anything important. They helped me to understand the spiritual perspective and depth of God's Principle.
"The high realms of the spiritual world cannot go against the Principle... Through the Principle you can learn the laws of the spiritual world, and by applying those laws through your prayers, you can gain the most power, the most effectiveness." c
Sometimes I would ask, who of them likes which of our contemporary food. Their preferences were different. So, I had fun. But I remember Hyung Jin telling me that once my level of love goes above Completion Stage, Fall is impossible. He was teaching me not to be afraid to love. If it seems that love will lead me to Second Chapter problem, I should push myself to love even more with pure brother-sister love and be inspired to love everyone with such intensive love, thus surpassing the point of the Fall. In this way, it is crucial to get out of Satan's dominion and liberate God's 4 Realms of Heart.

At some point I was forbidden by my leader to relate with the spirit world. The good spirit world is obligated to follow the vertical order. In result, I have experienced the darkest period in my spiritual life. Not being able to relate daily with God, Jesus and True Father felt like hell. I realized how most people are spiritually blind. I couldn't tell what kind of spirit world is influencing me. That's how I realized that spiritually blind people are so much like possessed people. Any spirit can talk to them freely and make them believe anything.

The Power of Visualization

In this spiritual blindness I started depending on doing many conditions to keep my spirit high. As a team leader I was visualizing what the members should become like. And I was determined. I was fasting for them and praying till late at night. I often woke up around 3 am on the floor. My legs were stuck in this praying position. That's why I had to drag myself to the bed.
"When you are praying for a person, the most important thing is love; that person should spiritually be able to feel how much you love him." Heung Jin Nim
These efforts proved effective. Even the most problematic members where quickly growing; having amazing experiences themselves. I remember a brother who always had low results. I could see he had strong will power. But he was investing only externally (very horizontal and humanistic heart). The vertical connection was missing so I gave him many spiritual conditions. From the first day he could make great result. In a week he became the best and most stabile fundraiser.

One of the conditions I gave him was to stop FR, find a peaceful place and read True Father's words. He was rebelling, "this is a waist of time." But the first time he did it, he was shocked of the result. While reading at the Coffee shop people were spiritually led to ask him about his product. He ended having the biggest result made in just few minutes, while not even Fundraising, but siting and making aa reading condition. You have to realize, payers and conditions can be so powerful. 
"As you pray for a person, you must imagine that you are right there in the room with him... It's not actually imagination; it's reality that your spirit is touching his spirit." Heung Jin Nim
Soon I discovered the power of visualization. I was standing in front of a restaurant. I closed my eyes and tried to visualize each table inside. At some places I felt light, at others was dark. At some places I succeeded to change it to light. Imagine the shock. When I entered, everything happened as I felt it in my visualization. Wherever I could see light in my visualization people really bought. At the second table the guy quickly scolded me to go away. This was the table that in my visualization was dark, but I exerted lots of effort till it became bright. So despite his rejection I smiled and tried to make the atmosphere lighter and make them smile while drawing their attention to some nice details in the drawings. And just like the visualization showed me they opened their hearts and bought not one, but few. 

That was astonishing! That's when I would understand that whatever I visualize is not merely imagination, but my spirit is there giving me feedback of the actual situation. We are all spiritual beings, having our 5 spiritual senses, so anyone can actually do that.
"Every person has the ability to naturally sense what he's receiving from another person's heart, especially if it is intense." Heung Jin Nim
Soon I was able to stand in front of a 20-store building and see what apartments are spiritually bright so they can buy. Sometimes I used that method effectively to find a spiritual person. The first time I was looking for a member of the White Brotherhood. I didn't know the address, so I went floor to floor, shortly closing my eyes in front of each door and trying to sense the energy. There were 5 doors on each level. Only on the fifth floor I felt bright energy at one of the doors. The energy felt a bit heavy, like a person believing in the reincarnation (since there are many spirits around such people, pretending this is their reincarnation). I myself was shocked when the lady I was looking for, opened the door. That was the first and only door I tried.

Calming Down my Physical Mind

"When we isolate ourselves from the noise around us and allow our thoughts to settle, we can see into the deepest parts of our hearts. It will take a lot of time and effort to go all the way down to where the heart has settled." Sun Myung Moon, Authobiography p.230

Since our physical mind is quite external. It doubts and bring us to lose faith. Soon I have learned that for better results I have to calm it down. The brain has no sensibility to connect to the spiritual realms. It can only think of God, but never connect me with Him.

If I follow my limited earthly mind, it will only lead me to confusion, anxiety, doubts and fears. At the end I will only get stuck. I had to find the way to connect to my deeper, inner mind - to my heart.

Therefore, I tried to calm down my mind, Rev. Moon and the Silva Method have explained. I relaxed. Counted backwards to deeper relaxation... and then I prayed visualizing the things I want to achieve. What happened was a shock even for me.

In the relaxed state I visualized a woman choosing 3 pictures and a guy choosing 2. But I wrap it up by concentrating on the vision of a guy paying me 5 pictures.

Since that took only 2 minutes, I was skeptical of its effectiveness, so I repeated the prayer, this time visualizing only a man who buys 5 pictures. At the end I added, "And maybe 6." That was even shorter, but I stood up and went FR.

The first coffee shop I entered, it felt like if they expected me. A guy and a woman opened the door and grabbed my pictures. She quickly selected 3 pictures. He also liked 2 and asked, "How much for the 5?" He paid them all, just like in my prayer visualization. It was precisely in accordance with my prayer. And I had my daily goal fulfilled in less than 10 minutes. But that was not all.

I went out and as if some force pushed me, I entered the next coffee shop. And here it was, a dangerous mafia-looking man in front of me. I tried to excuse myself and run out. But he stopped me, "What is this?" He grabbed my product. Placed the pictures on the table and quickly selected 5 of them. It all happened so fast. "How much for these 5?" - he asked. But at this moment he saw another picture that he liked and started bringing it back and forth, "Shall I take this one, or shall I not take it?"

This repeated like a broken tape for another 5 or 10 minutes. It seemed to me like eternity, so I finally prayed, "Ok, let him at list buy these 5." And so he did. Only then I realized, this was the fulfilment of my second prayer visualization, where I finished with, "5 or maybe 6." I didn't clarify definitely what should happen, thus, the spirit world was waiting for my final decision. Or as Dr. Richard Bartlett said:
"This is not merely a case of what has been called "mind over matter:' No, this is an example of mind as matter; the two are one and the same, linked inextricably by the laser-like quality of your fixed attention on the object at hand." Matrix-Energetix
Why did that work so effectively? The Divine Principle explains that the real essence of Mind and Body unity is to restore the dominion of the Spiritual Mind over the Physical Mind. Our Spirit Mind is the one that has the sensibility towards God and the spirit world, so it can obtain any information and prepare the events in front of us. The only thing we have to do is calm down our physical mind, not to obstruct the way. Then we experience the power of mind and body unity. That's why Rev. Moon wrote in his Autobiography:
"If you quiet yourself and focus your mind, there is a place deep down where the mind is able to settle. You need to let your mind go to that place. When you put your mind in that place and go to sleep, then when you awake you will be extremely sensitive. That is the moment when you should turn away all extraneous thoughts and focus your consciousness. Then you will be able to communicate with everything. If you don’t believe me, try it right now" Sun Myung Moon, As a peace-loving global citizen, p. 36

The Resurrecting Power of the Blessing

In this day me and another brother were giving pre-Blessings in this area, when a child run after us. "Come in our home," the boy said. "Our father wants you to come." When we entered the home of this family, the father welcomed us with great excitement. Then he told us what happened.

He had the following vision. While praying he saw Satan's power coming over him and through the false love-lineage connection grabbing hold of his children and descendants. He prayed in desperation, "God help me." In this moment God showed him two man that will come and give him the Blessing. When he received it immediately Satan's power was removed, and his family was surrounded with God's love. Then he looked in the sky and he saw his children happily smiling on the Moon.

This was incredible vision about the resurrecting power of the Blessing. Satan is holding our lineage by the power of the false love. The Blessing is cutting off Satan's lineage and returning us in God's lineage, where our children can enjoy in God's love. Even the Moon had its symbolic significance, representing the Lord of the Second Coming - Rev. Sun Myung Moon.
"The Blessing is a great miracle. It is the greatest gift that Heaven has ever given on earth... because through the Blessing you are called children of the True Parents, children of Heaven. You came from the lineage of hell, and yet you are being admitted to... the place with the full rights of the royal hair." Victory of Love

Vision of the New President

A month before the elections, we were mobilized for the Million Family March in Washington DC. Standing right in front of the White House I was praying when I got the following vision. Bush came out in the vision as the new president. I asked, "Oh God, is really Bush gonna be the next president?" But at that moment the vision started changing. Bush was moving back, while Gore was coming front, as if he is to be the nest president.

Only when I lost patience, wondering what's going on, is that Gore suddenly disappeared, and Bush stayed as the clear president. This was precisely what actually happened during the elections. For some reason that was providentially important for God.

Fighting with the Angel

I can tell you numerous of such wonderful spiritual experiences. I always focused on God, Jesus, True Parents and many times got their help and guidance. At times Father or Mother would appear to me spiritually and all the seeming unsolvable problems would vanish in an explainable way. Read, TRUE FATHER VISITED ME SPIRITUALLY

But one night I had the following dream. Suddenly I was in the spirit world, at the threshold of Hell. It was very real. Looked like a war field full of wounded people, everyone lying around, suffering with some painful wounds. In front of me was a river and I could sense that the real hell was on the other side. At that moment my heart was pulling me to go there. I wanted to go and see why are they in hell? How can I help them? I head this heart from a small child, to want to help those who suffer, even when risking my life.

But with every step in the water, I felt the evil energy of hell overtaking me. A voice came, "If you cross on the other side, you will never be able to return." But this did not stop me. I continued, but my legs were getting more and more stuck and finally I couldn't move. At that moment the Angel blocking me made himself visible. He was on a white horse and was shining so bright that I couldn't lift up my head. He took out his sword, touched me on my shoulder and I felt some special power come in my heart. "I give you this gift because you didn't give up," he said and suddenly I was back in my physical body.

The Power of Internet

I knew this gift was connected with sharing God's Word. Yet, it took years until, through spiritual guidance, I came on the path of using Internet for web outreach. Few incidents led me in that direction.

After Father's failed attempt to visit my country in 2005, I found that there was no positive information on internet about us in Bulgarian language. When True Father was supposed to come, media searched internet and found out only the negative stuff.

So I determined to change that. I started creating different blogs covering different areas of our teachings and activities, using different creative angles to make it attractive for the outside readers. Gradually I created more than 30 blogs and Web pages.

Working 12 to 16 hours a day I could push the negativity so much back, that with all key words connected to us people could find mostly my pages. All the positive information they were now reading was from my articles.

Soon thousands of people started reading daily. I remember the first day I saw it, "oh, 40 people are reading my article in the moment." My heart could nearly fly out. But few minutes later it was 200 people reading. And the number kept growing and growing.

The readers grew up and up to 10, and later on to 20 thousand a day. Amazingly, readers were liking and sharing the most the articles I wrote about True Father as the Messiah. One could expect that exactly these articles will be most difficult for them to accept. But reality showed that's not the case. 

People were spiritually moved to like and be inspired exactly they these direct testimonies of his Messianic mission. It was not only that these articles had more visits, that demonstrated their effectiveness. Each day I could find few places where nonmembers shared these articles with thousands of their own friends. This was unbelievable!

Here is a short excerpt of one such article that had hundreds of thousands of views: 

Nostradamus Prophesied of Rev. Moon

Nostradamus used directly the name "Moon" to depict the new Messianic figure coming to bring lasting Peace in our age. The Peacemaker, which in the words of the prophet is a new religious leader, born in the Oriental East, carrying the New Truth, will work to unite religions against the Red Communism and blesses big numbers of families wherever he goes. His name is linked with the word "Moon". This is the reason why the founder of the so called, Unification Church, Rev. Sun Myung Moon is one of the 10 new religious leaders that John Hogue describes in his book as the possible Messiah according to Nostradamus' signs. (Nostradamus and the Millennium, John Hogue, 1987). At that time little was known about Rev. Moon except for the negativity, so John Hogue was not favorable about Moon being the Messianic figure predicted by Nostradamus. But now it becomes more and more obvious that Nostradamus is talking of no one else but this controversial Korean unificationist and peacemaker.
1. Moon has the name "Moon" used by Nostradamus concerning the Messianic Figure who is to bring Peace 2. Moon is the only person who fulfills the prophecy of Nostradamus, that "He will unite religions against the Red (Communism)" Sun Myung Moon is working for unity of all religions - this is his central aim! Saying that "God is our Parent and we are all One Family" 3. Moon is definitely the only person who Blesses many families wherever he goes, as Nostradamus predicted. (400 million couples had already received his Marriage Blessing). 4. Moon is born in the East, as Nostradamus foretold in his prophecy 5. Moon is bringing a new truth that aims World Peace and Nostradamus predicted he will achieve it 6. Moon was persecuted, misunderstood and being thrown in jail 6 times same as Nostradamus predicted 7. Moon's wife name means Crane (bird) and Nostradamus predicted that he will be connected with a bird 8. Moon is a New Religious Leader, as Nostradamus foretold and he is the only one still alive from the 10 described in John Hogue's book
One of the signs according to Nostradamus is that "Moon" will suffer great persecution and misunderstanding; He will be repeatedly thrown in jail; He will fly and travel a lot, but wherever he goes he will bless the families (Rev. Moon held enormous International Marriage-blessing ceremonies all around the world). Nostradamus pointed that in 1991 the world will have heard about him, but will still not be able to believe it. However, in 2012 his foundation will become so great that the world leaders will start recognizing him. Finally, our attitude will determine what will follow; a bright future, following his guidance, or destructive World War III, if we reject him. Find out more

Share God's Heart

I remember the day when for the first time I talked with God. It was during the morning prayer that I realized I'm in God's presence. I felt His heart. I had to calm down and focus on it so that I can hear his voice. He tried to convince me that I can do His Will. I did burst in tears, "Oh Heavenly Father, I'm such a sinner. How can you ask me for such things?" My whole being was overwhelmed with tears. But God kept telling me, "Share My Heart, Share My Heart." I felt His heart at that moment. I was all in tears.

I realized few things from this experience. First God spoke so carefully. I felt his pain of being betrayed so many times. Secondly, it was so different to feel God's heart in comparison to even the highest spirits or angels. Thirdly, He said so few words, but each word touched my deepest inner self and echoed in my whole being in a way that I will never forget.

Teaching for UTS
In 2016 I had around 20 thousand visits a day on my blogs, with articles about True Parents - Rev. and Mrs. Moon. These are 99% non-members, coming from search engines like Google. Readers started contacting me, asking to join our movement for peace. They were amazed to learn what Rev. Moon is doing and teaching.

Around that time dr. Wilson contacted me to teach an online UTS course. I was teaching the basics on how to create effective Blog for Witnessing; How to write? How to choose attractive topics? How to make attractive design? How to interlink everything and get educational effect? How to get front in Google? That's what Witnessing is all about, reaching out to prepared people. Does it work? Absolutely!

Testimonies of Joining through Internet

I got email from a girl that want to join our church. She was reading one of my articles about the prophecies concerning TF. She got interested and followed the links for hours, reading more and more - whatever she could find. She got so inspired and wrote me. Well, she is not the only one. In the last year I have more then 10 new spiritual children in this way.

Few months ago, unexpected thing happened. I was visiting old lady to bring her something. Her neighbor came by and asked me, "Are you still in this sect". With the next words I found out that she is not negative but inspired. "Oh, my granddaughter wants to meet you. She is reading many things about Moon on internet, and she is very inspired," she said.

A day later the father came and brought present for my 4 boys. He also said, his daughters are following everything about Rev. Moon on internet and are very enthusiastic of his ideas, so I went to visit them. The daughter started telling me the amazing story of what she was reading, what touched her and how it all happened.

The next day I visited them again and got to know the younger doughtier, guilty for all of this. She was the one that found in the library of her father a book about us. She was fascinated and then with her older sister they started looking on Internet. This is how they started following all the positive new information that was coming.

The most inspiring thing for them was the Blessing. All the idea about it, the matching, the testimonies of participants - all seemed like a dream. After I gave them and their cousin a short lecture on Principles of Creation and God's Ideal, the question that was boiling within them came out, "Can I be educated and participate in this Blessing too".

The War of Ideas is Now on Internet

Internet is like a place of ideological war. If we don't win there, we will never win the people on our side. That's a crucial information war. But for God and Satan, it is a war of good or evil reaching to people's minds. Unification Thought explains that our Inner Sung-sang (Reason) acts based on the data in our Inner Hyung-sang (Concepts). So, if the information (data) is wrong, people will inevitably make wrong conclusions. So, they will lead wrong life. But if people have the complete

information, they will automatically come to the right conclusions and lead moral life. So, it's our responsibility to bring them the Truth in whatever way possible.

This is the reason why:

* Restoration is carried centered on the Word (the Truth).
* Divine Principle said: Fall is in fact, a descent in Ignorance (of the Truth).
* The Conscience works based on "person's understanding of the Truth (Wright and Wrong).
* True Father initiated HDH to reeducate the world through gathering and reading the Word.

And of course, Internet is the only way to spread the Truth and reach to all people, in all towns and villages, without the financial expense of printing books, transport and the time needed for all that.

Knowing that, you can understand why I have chosen to spend the last decade in writing thousands of articles about True Father and create around numerous blogs on different topics. As graduate of UTS I knew something that many couldn't fathom. In few years time I'll educate hundreds of thousands of people. Witnessing one to one, I'll never be able to achieve that. But now I have blogs in English, Russian, Spanish, Bulgarian and few other languages. More than 10 million visits surely have tens, even hundreds of thousands who were inspired.

Spread the Truth Worldwide in the Shortest Time

Internet is "perfectly provided by God", says DP, "to make the truth and ideology of the Messiah worldwide within the shortest possible time by rapidly spreading it"

Divine principle says that in the Last Days through technology God will make the world as One Big Family centered on God. As Divine Principle explains: "The distance between East and West is extremely shortened owing to the rapid progress in transportation and communications", so through Internet "the ideology of the Messiah can freely and swiftly flow into the hearts of all mankind." (DP p.424)

"To build the Kingdom of God I need to use the Internet technology." 
True Father, 1998
Do you know that people believe more when they read something, rather than when they hear from someone. In Jin Nim said, that young people don't want to be lectured, but like to go on Internet and find out for themselves. In fact, whatever they hear or want to know, they will automatically go to Google and find out everything about it. That's why I was working hard in Bulgarian, to fill up Internet with our information and viewpoint on everything and it was effective.

I successfully changed some of the trends. In the beginning it was taboo to advertise articles about God and spiritual things in the biggest blogger platform. But once it became obvious that such of my articles become very popular and people are hungry to read such stuff, the trends changed and many others started freely posting on these topics. Same was with articles about Rev. Moon. At the beginning bloggers did not support such articles, but once they got to know what I'm writing and liked many of the ideas, they started openly supporting and promoting them. In the rare cases when someone came to attack with negativity, the other bloggers themselves protected me. 

That's why, research shows that fast information and communications provided by Internet, transform knowledge, education, the way of thinking, and the way we view things. No other technology does that better than the Internet network. "This is perfectly provided by God" says the Divine Principle and is "the best foundation on which to make the truth and ideology of the Messiah worldwide within the shortest possible time by rapidly spreading it, when the Lord comes." (DP p.424)

The power of internet is that it makes possible to bring that education directly to their homes. Just imagine that, five, ten, even 20 thousand people read my articles about True Father every day from hundreds of Bulgarian towns and villages, that never been visited by members. In a country with 13 blessed families that's incredible. Imagine the efforts and expenses to travel every day and give one lecture to 10-20 thousand people. That will be impossible for me alone, but through Internet I could do it. See my video testimony in 'IMAGINE what Internet could do in few years! REEDUCATE THE WORLD'

Internet does bring people together substantially
See the facts; people not only create good friendships, but 1 out of 8 couples married in the U.S. last year met online... Internet is truly a Groundbreaking method to witness to many people. Read the stories of my spiritual children that joined online. As True Father explained, now educating and informing the society is easy and fast because of Internet. In his words, we should use it to create K.O.H. and even mobilize the spiritual world to cooperate.

Internet can mobilize masses of people
In Bulgaria Internet Bloggers could mobilize masses of people to come on the streets to protest against the communist government, one year ago. People even find on internet if some driver has free space and heads their direction, so they share transport to work. Look how powerful was Internet to mobilize demonstrations in some countries. It can mobilize masses of people. Obama used effectively Internet and bloggers for his elections.

Internet can bring members, supporters, participants
Organizations effectively mobilize people for events, businesses sell her products, clubs find members, all through Internet. We are blind if we don't recognize the power of Internet. We are irresponsible if we don't start using it for God. I knew, 2020 is just about the corner, and we have to quickly wake up! How to reeducate the world? God has no time to wait. 

I see three obvious points:

1. Misinformation was the only information people were being given about us. And bad forces made more effort to spread it, while we stayed low.

2. Members published mostly for members, so our materials are difficult for outside people is impossible to understand and learn.

3. My experience is that in fact very few young people are negative. They simply don't know us. People with good original nature are prepared and waiting for it
4. Jesus said in message from the spirit world that millions of people are ready to join, even the next day. That their ancestors are pleading with him to be allowed to do that. But the problem is that we are not ready to take care for them and educate them. Yet, once effective, inspiring materials are online, their good ancestors can guide and move the hearts of those prepared people.

Even without our physical ability to educate and care for so many, this platform gives this chance to God and the good spirit world to do it. This was in my prayers and vision. And I got many signs that this is working. Our VIP contacts would sometime say, "Oh, I read this and this about Rev. Moon online." My own relatives will sometime tell me, "Yes, even Nostradamus (or Vanga) said that about Moon." 

That was clear sign that these articles are making that common knowledge. Of course! When you think, Bulgaria is 6 million people, 2 million of them are active Internet users. Having more than 10 million visits, surely now big percent of the good, prepared people had the chance to read something positive and inspiring. 

When writing I was not concerned about grama and external things, my whole focus was on using the words in a way that can touch and open their hearts with ideas and visions that can elevate their Original Nature. As one of my readers wrote me, "Reading these articles made me feel God's love in everything." Without even meeting substantially our movement she even had spiritual visions and dreams with True Father. 

Thus, teaching the UTS course on 'Web Outreach', my effort was not simply to teach students and members how to technically make a nice blog, but how to effectively witness online. Why hundreds and thousands of non-members are so inspired to spread my articles themselves? I knew how and I put lots of efforts and prayer to make them effective. Why they don't mind that my articles explain why True Father is the Messiah? I felt that God and some high spirits are helping and guiding me to present it in a way so people can understand our vision and feel Father's heart. 

Yes, I got a lot of spiritual inspirations on how to make readers grasp the essence of our teachings and how precious they are for resolving problems and creating a better, peaceful world. I wanted to connect all popular topics in Google so our materials will come in front. I would connect famous people, books and known teachings, comparing them with what the Unification view and insight is. So they can themselves be able to grasp how this truth elevates and resolves things in a better way. How problems that were unresolved for thousands of years can now be solved. 

One of my readers told me, "Before I was reading other spiritual teachers, but once I started reading what Father Moon is teaching about the family I understood that many of the previous teachings I was inspired with are wrong." She specifically pointed teachings that are against the family values. 

Aware that this successful model of online education needs to be developed in all languages, I was praying to be able to educate many other members to do the same. While UTS allowed me to teach some who joined the course, I felt that much more global and organized efforts are needed in that direction. Each country should have a whole team working daily for transforming the social perception through the Internet. That includes way more than just blogging; news, articles, translations, videos, apps and much more is needed. I'm still praying for our world leadership to understand that vision. Read more in my Blog

Feel Spiritual Phenomena with my Physical Senses

May be I'm not that much spiritual, but I feel God's heart. Believe it or not, through this I can get a lot of spiritual information about people. Someone once said, working with me, "Through you I can feel how real is the spiritual world." A leader working with me, told me, "I wish everyone could have the chance working with you, to understand God's Heart." In fact, I'm quite a bad guy. All the great things that happened in my life came from God. I don't know of anything good that I have done by myself.

Am I interested in spiritual experiences? Not at all. I'm interested in liberating God's heart and his children. Except for the few cases when God asked me to allow him to open my spiritual senses, I usually keep them closed. And yet, with the time my spirit developed to the point where all spiritual phenomena were perceived directly with my physical senses. In fact the Divine Principle explains that that will naturally happen at some point, when our spirit starts maturing. 
“When.. the spirit man becomes a divine spirit.. the spirit man can feel and perceive everything in the invisible world. Since all the spiritual phenomena thus perceived by the spirit man are reflected and echoed in the physical man, presenting themselves as physical phenomena, man finally comes to feel spiritual phenomena even with his five physical senses.” DP 62: Structure of the Spirit Man
Usually I'm getting my revelations while awake, when I calm down and concentrate during prayer. And truly, I'm far from perfect. Yet, I finally feel like if I reached 21 years of age spiritually. It took more than 40 years to develop my spirit, but I can finally feel: I'm not only in need of spiritual help, but I can help to the suffering spirits.

The Healing Comes from God

I was a teenager when I asked God if I can take my mother's sickness. The next day I felt very heavy energy all over my body, but my mother was completely healed. I remember playing with this energy. I will chase it from one place and it will run to another. So I knew back then, that illness has some spiritual and energetic origin.

Curse or blessing, I don't know. But even while talking on the phone with people, I could tell how their pain feels and see how the energy looks spiritually in their bodies. Once I connect to it, with some efforts and prayers I could usually heal it. For the Bible says:

"Is anyone among you sick? Let them call the elders of the church to pray over them.. in the name of the Lord. And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well." ~ James 5:14-15

When God asked me to open my spiritual senses, so He can show me how things look spiritually, I could observe the healing process. The healing light descends and forces the darkness to move away. But the darkens would fight back, surrounding the light and gathering even bigger forces of darkness. But when the light became filled with love, the dark forces themselves started turning into light. They themselves now carried the energy of love and light to quickly heal the whole body.

Now I often use my healing abilities for the people working with me or for my spiritual contacts. Once I helped a sister that couldn't walk for 2 months. I checked spiritually and explained her the reasons. She was a 3rd generation, but her parents gave bad conditions. The mother was accusing the father, even in front of the children. Resentful spirits invaded with the clear purpose to block her spiritual growth. I can later explain how, but in 3 days she was walking normally.

Naturally, I prefer to use these abilities only when I see the other person also do some efforts. A second generation boy was in our FR team, with incredible chronic headache. So for more than a week he couldn't go out FR. I told him it's a spiritual thing and he should do a condition. But he didn't believe, "Oh, my father is also like that. He had it all his life and nothing helped him."

So I took responsibility and prayed, "God, give me that pain and I will pray until it is liberated." Enormous pain overtook my head. It took two hours of prayers and reading until I could win over it. Each time I reduced my concentration, the pain was taking over me. Each time I read DP with full spiritual concentration, the pain was dissipating. When I finished and reported to God, the boy was healed. Next day he was going FR normally. The pain didn't return. But I don't think this boy learned anything from that. In another case I took the sickness of 8 people in my team. I fell on the ground, prayed for about an hour, but he next day everyone was totally healthy.

Pray this prayer, while reading: "Dear Heavenly Parent. Even if I never experienced you fully, because of whatever blockages, please remove them now and allow me to be filled up with this healing power. Not because of me, but for the people I can help to and for liberating this world. Please fulfil my sincere wish, that I report now from all of my heart. Amen!"

1 comment:

  1. Yulian I am reading your testimony. I found some common experiences, but your degree of connection with God is much, much, much higher than mine... also about Hyung Jin Nim... he has to deal with the resentment of 3 eras. That´s new for me and it explains a lot.

    AS I am reading your texts I feel so inspired and deeply grateful. I feel your texts are bringing me back to God's Heart in a way that was in the past. I am really very grateful.


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