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Share God's Heart - Part I

Spiritual Testimony Rev. YulianUTS Spiritual Experiences Revelation about Second Coming of Christ
SHARE GOD'S HEART
Jesus led me to the Lord of the Second Coming
Spiritual Testimony Rev. YulianUTS Spiritual Experiences Revelation about Second Coming of Christ
By YuliUTS | Unification Family Studies | Part I of the book, "Share God's Heart"

I remember the first time I experienced God talk to me directly. He said, "Share My Heart! Share My Heart!" I hope this testimony transmits at list a bit of what God did for me to resurrect my life.

I had many spiritual experiences but rarely I shared them. People know me for my articles on "The Power of Internet for Web Outreach." And in the recent years many started contacting me for my spiritual ability to heal even from distance.

In this first chapter of the book I would share my first experiences with God and how he led me through revelations to know about the Second Coming of Christ. My prayer is that my experiences with the heavenly realm will inspire all who read it. And that you will start your own journey to share the heart of our Heavenly Parent - God. Be sure, God wants to relate with you even more than we want to connect with him. I believe these experiences were given to me not for my own sake, but for the sake of liberating God and humanity.

Raised in Atheism

Born in a Communist country I was not a believer. We were told that "Religion is opium of the people." We were told that we are physical beings, like animals - without spirit. But 10 years old, my grandma appeared to me from the spirit world. I asked my parents, "Why you didn't greet grandma?" "Are you crazy! She is dead" - they answered. What did I know, I was just happy to see her.

Flying in my dreams

Other then that I was not spiritual at all. I liked martial-arts and had experiences of concentrating so much, so I could brak things that seemed impossible physically. Sports were what I loved and all sort of creativity, like drawing, playing guitar. Making things for hours, all by myself. Forgetting time and space. I was always enthusiastic, craving to learn something new. Only in my dreams will I often fly around, up to the sealing and around my neighborhood. Each time the experience was so real, to make me think, "Oh, so this is not a dream, I really can fly." Yes, it was so real, but I never thought these are actual experiences in the sprit world.

Revelation about my future marriage

When I became 20 I contacted my Grandmother again. I was curious; How the spirit world looks like? - I asked. She said, the place she lives in is so beautiful that I would never want to return on earth. I asked her, if God exists. "In my realm," she answered, "everyone knows God exists, but very few can indeed relate with Him."

Than she told me about my future marriage. "It's not good to have girl friend," she said. After 5 years I will be married in an Oriental country. She showed me some peninsula between Japan and China. My spouse will be a foreigner. "Will she be from Serbia", I asked. "Not! But close. Just little bit more west," she answered. Little did I know, but her words were fulfilled exactly. Five years later I was married in a International Marriage Wedding in Korea. My wife was from Slovakia. Truly, God's ways are mysterious.

My First Prayer to God was Answered

A year before that I had offered a strange prayer to God. As a non-believer I didn't know whom I'm praying to. So I said; "God or whoever you are. If you exist, please make that I will get out of this Army academy." I clearly specified the way I want that to happen.

Believe it or not, few days later I collapsed and events led to the fulfilment of my request. So I prayed again. "Dear God! I see that you have heard my prayer, so I cannot deny your existence. But can I just change my prayer request a bit." So I described what and how should be changed.

Few days later mysterious events happened again. In 10 days everything was resolved and 21 days later I was out of Army, just the way I requested in my prayer. So again, I was without excuse not to believe in God. But what's most important, that experience did set up the beginning and the standard of my relationship with God. I was reporting to him and observing carefully, expecting to see His response. I always knew He is listening and I tried to express my requests and reports as sincerely as possible. As Heung Jin Nim explained from the spirit world:

"The most important thing to remember when you pray is that we are listening; we are hearing your prayers. It is how you speak to us that determines the effectiveness of your prayer. There is so much power available now from the spiritual world... but we cannot unleash that power unless someone on the earth allows us to unleash it, yearns for it, longs for it." On Prayer

God's Light Entered My Heart

"God has no form in the spirit world. He appears as light, like the light of the sun that shines in the atmosphere twenty-four hours a day." Sun Myung Moon, CSG p.58 

One day I got a Christian pamphlet about the Holy Spirit and it's gifts. Curious, I prayed to God to accept Him in my heart and receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. But I asked for something useful, like healing or distinguishing the truth.

Miracle happened the same night I offered this prayer. As I was lying in my bed, preparing to sleep, I heard a voice calling me. This repeated 3 times.

The voice asked, "Are you ready for a long journey." "Yes!" - I replied. The 3-rd time I answered strong and with some frustration. Suddenly the ceiling opened and an amazing light filled up the whole room.

All of a sudden I was standing in God's powerful presence. There was nothing in the room but his bright, penetrating everything light. I couldn't see any thing but this all-powerful light, unexplainable in words. 

I was lying on my bed overwhelmed by the most beautiful and loving feeling ever imaginable, and yet, I experienced the meaning of the words, "The fear of God."

It was very powerful spiritual light. So bright - the brightest one I have ever seen. I was filled with bliss in this divine, supernatural light of illumination and awakening. My ego did not exist. I felt God's incredible presence and love overwhelm my entire being. It was beyond miraculous. The Bible says:

"I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people." - Ephesians 1:18

In this powerful presence of God I could see my whole life in seconds. It all passed as a movie in front of me. I felt God's enormous pain from all the bad things I did and all the betrayals we did towards him in the history. I shouted for forgiveness and in that moment this powerful light entered my chests.

I sat up. It was like a powerful electro-magnetic field emanating from my heart and spreading nearly a meter around me. This supernatural Light was Imparted to my soul and I was completely overwhelmed by its spiritual power of love and peace. Such a wonderful feeling.

And yet, I could not sleep the whole night. I couldn't understand the meaning of this experience. "Am I going to die?" "What kind of journey?" Only in the morning I finished the letter. The last words were, "Once you accept God in your heart there is a long journey ahead of you." I realized that I have accepted the Holy Spirit.

"When earthly man forms a reciprocal base... through prayer and other spiritual activities... the spirit men pour out spiritual fire on earthly men, give them the power to heal diseases, and help them do many mighty works. More than that, they enable earthly men to see many facts in the spirit world in a state of trance, give them the gift of prophecy, and inspire them spiritually. Through such activities, substituting for the Holy Spirit, they cooperate with earthly men to fulfill the will of God." DP - Resurrection

At that time I was 20 years old. And since I could not forget His painful heart, I prayed that He will show me what He wants from me and how I can relieve His pain. That was my prayer every single day since I had that powerful experience. Read, MY FIRST EXPERIENCE WITH GOD

Amazing Spiritual Guidance

"The spirit world will guide and teach those who are concerned about the future of the world." Sun Myung Moon, 206:138
From this day on I began to experience amazing spiritual guidance. I discovered the power of prayer. Surprisingly deceases were healed when I prayed. Sometimes, according to my prayer God would even change the weather. I have amazing experiences to tell. I would ask God to stop the rain, or the wind and He will do it in such a way, so I cannot deny it's exactly according to my prayer.

I realized that God listens to every small detail that I say. This became the standard of my relationship with my Heavenly Father. It was more like reporting everything to him and expecting to see what He will do. If I was very sincere in my request He was making it happen. This developed into a real relationship of Father and son. Rev. Moon has wonderful remark on how nature responds to su.

"If you make yourself a universal being, connected to the fundamental origin of the universe, then the sunrays will want to come and warm your body. Water will want to get into your mouth and air will want to go into your lungs." God's Will / Good Character 108

I always wondered, "If I'm such a bad guy, why is God doing all this effort for me? How can a sinner like me deserve that?" Surely through this He led me to meet the Lord of the Second Advent. In miraculous way God pushed me towards the followers of the Rev. Sun Myung Moon.

Jesus Took My Spirit to Heaven

"Heaving Heavenly experiences is a tool, God will use, to show us who He really is and how he works, and even give us strategies for establishing His Kingdom." Judy Franklin, Experiencing the Heavenly Realms

One day Jesus took me to heaven. It was in the middle of a workshop. During the lecture my spirit came out and I felt I was flying through some realms in the spirit world, higher and higher. In just seconds, he showed me spiritually the last 70 years of Rev. Moon's life and said, "Yes this is true. This is the Messiah."

Around me I saw many of my good ancestors living in the Paradise. They looked so bright, full with love. Amazing light was surrounding them and was overwhelming my whole existence.  "All your life. Since your birth," they said, "we guided you for this one purpose; To tell you who is the Messiah - The Lord of the Second Advent." My legs were shaking when I was back in my body.

I knew this is true. I felt overwhelmed. But I still prayed, "I cannot deny this revelation. I understand logically that I have to accept Rev. Moon is the Messiah, but I cannot accept this in my heart, so please give me more guidance and revelations."

Here are parts of Jesus's message sent from the spirit world:

"Dear Christians and all people on Earth, please pray over this matter while fasting. Then I will appear to you and clearly tell you the truth. When you do it, you should be totally focused on praying with a pure heart. Reverend Sun Myung Moon is the one who came to Earth to complete my mission that was not fulfilled through the redemption of the cross. He comes as the True Parent to conclude God's providence in the Completed Testament Age.. Reverend Sun Myung Moon is the returning Messiah for whom you have been waiting and waiting. He inherited my mission at the age of 16.. He is investing all of his heart and soul for the realization of world peace... Are you going to hang him on the cross again, like the Romans who persecuted me 2,000 years ago? .. Please receive the Messiah who has descended in the Completed Testament Age. Do not reject his achievements and his dispensation for the salvation of humanity. Pray with sincerity. I, Jesus, will be with you in your earnest prayers." JESUS: A Shocking Message from Spirit World

The Power of The Truth


Once I began learning The Divine Principle (Rev. Moon's revelations), I felt my Original Mind really opened; I saw God's love everywhere. It not only gave me the answers of so many questions that we Christians have, but no one answers, but opened the barriers and limitations in so many directions.

Now I could study science or spiritual teachings and see the connections. The Principle is so powerful truth, and Truth really sets you free. Most important I've learned a lot about the spirit world, and how it relates to us.

Numerous generations of our ancestors went to the eternal spiritual world. Those who suffer signal that to us by giving us some problems, incidents, sicknesses and pain. Not realizing that, we sink into their problems, ending up in their hell. But the Principle taught me how to help them.

The Principle calls it Returning resurrection. I remember the first time I experienced it. I felt sudden unnatural feelings of depression and doubts. It was their painful spiritual state. I said, "God, this is not my thoughts. I don't know who is it, but they are really suffering in hell. Pleas let me liberate them." So I started crying and praying for these spirits until they felt God's love and liberation through me. Feeling my connection to God their hearts got liberated, they felt so happy. The rest of the day I had amazing experiences. They helped me in everything in that day; whatever I asked. It was miraculous!

Indemnity Works

What did make Rev. Moon different from all other saints. He found out that if you pay the needed indemnity you can achieve anything. When he proclaimed in front of all religious founders in the spirit world that no one could restore the world because no one fulfilled his responsibility, they all stood against him until God proclaimed that he was correct.

"In order for Christ at the Second Advent to complete the providence of restoration, he must find a certain number of people who can restore through indemnity the missions of all the past saints who, despite their best efforts to do God's Will, fell prey to Satan when they failed in their responsibilities." DP - Resurrection

I did pray to understand how indemnity works, and here is one of the strong experiences I've got. On this day the leader told us not to go back if we don't fulfill our minimum goal. The day was finishing, but I had very low result. My area was finishing. I was desperately looking for at list one more restaurant. And there it was, up the hill.

So I prayed sincerely. "God, give me whatever indemnity needed, but I have to make my goal at this place." I was quite naive saying, "I will run all the way." Thinking that will make the indemnity.

When I entered I found there was a party for some mafia people. The boss spotted me and pushed me to the corner. My product was taken. He started bitting me, kicking me. Even took a gun out to shoot me, calling me homosexual and whatever other names. But all I cared was for my product - not to loose it.

Meanwhile few wives started coming to me and asking the price of some of the pictures. They were bringing me money while the guy continued to bit and harass me, until finally most of my product was sold. That's how in less than 20 minutes I made both, the indemnity needed and my daily goal fulfilled. Amazing!

"Heaven allows evil spirits to torment him as punishment for this sin. If he willingly endures the suffering given by the evil spirits and overcomes it, he will have successfully paid the indemnity through this condition and thus be entitled to enter the higher sphere of benefit at the clan level. The evil spirits who have tormented him receive a corresponding benefit." DP - Resurrection

Spiritual Experience with True Father

Learning that I can always take responsibility and make some indemnity condition to bring success, brought me to the most amazing spiritual experience with True Father. At some point I felt stuck. My results were low and I didn't know what to do. So I determined to do few conditions. One of them was to not get asleep in the morning prayer. But at the same time my prayer was to get God's answer in a dream. And somehow both were fulfilled at the same time.

The following morning I was determined in my prayer. But I felt tired and decided to lean my head comfortably, but concentrate on praying even stronger. Suddenly I realized that my body fell asleep but I was in a straight posture above it, still praying.

The next moment I realized that someone was sitting right in front of me. I lifted my head and saw Father, Rev. Moon, in a lotus position, just a meter in front of me. It was absolutely real. He was in a brown jacket, similar to the one he had at his visit to Russia.

I had no time to be further curious of external details since my attention was drawn to his words. The first thought came, "Why is he talking as if he is the sinful person like me." But then my whole being just started following the experience effected from his words. I could see and experience what he was saying, the very way he is experiencing it.

Father was explaining how from my low sinful state I can open my conscience, at the center of my heart and connect with God. It was overwhelming. It seemed so beautiful and natural. It felt like the most natural state. Like if I was always like that. There was some innate connection straight to God's heart and my inner self could naturally communicate with him, while my physical mind was only a silent listener.

Boom.. and the experience was over. I wake up, still feeling the overwhelming sensations, yet realizing that I cannot even explain physically what did Father just teach me. Back in my physical body, it didn't feel natural. My mind couldn't even make sense or find words for it.

I remember in this day I had difficult area in FR. But I said, "Father I will keep praying, non stop, until I open this channel with You." It was after an hour of steady, mentally painful and exosting efforts, that the shift happened. I was in front of the door with some clients, when my heart opened and I began crying. It was like the prayer was no longer coming out of my brain, but out of my inner self - directly from my heart. I was just listening and could not stop the tears in my eyes. It was so fascinating, so beautiful.

"Then the spirit world will naturally teach in advance the wise ones concerned about the future of the world. They will understand through spiritual waves what will happen. Those who reach the highest position will see but one goal at the end." Rev. Sun Myung Moon, CSG

Took years of more experiences, while I rationally realized the difference between my physical mind and my spiritual inner mind, connected to God. These were years of struggling to find means to calm down my brain and allow my spirit to lead me; a state when every answer comes instantly; a state when things happen with ease, like a magic and every prayer moves the physical world and brings actual results. I used that while working with STF, to show them how easy problems can be solved, results can be increased, the atmosphere can be changed, the obstacles removed. Once you understand the spiritual principles and have the connection to God, everything is possible.

Talking with Jesus and Heung Jin Nim

That was a special period. I was the leader of FR team. Doing the usual 'Restoration of All Things' city to city. But in this period I started communicating a lot with Jesus and Heung Jin Nim. Often one of them will come during my run and teach me things, that I carried always a small notebook to immediately write their insights, before I forget anything important. They helped me to understand the spiritual perspective and depth of God's Principle.

"The high realms of the spiritual world cannot go against the Principle... Through the Principle you can learn the laws of the spiritual world, and by applying those laws through your prayers, you can gain the most power, the most effectiveness." c

Sometimes I would ask, who of them likes which of our contemporary food. Their preferences were different. So I had fun. But I remember Hyung Jin telling me that once my level of love goes above Completion Stage, Fall is impossible. He was teaching me not to be afraid to love. If it seems that love will lead me to Second Chapter problem I should push myself to love even more with pure brother-sister love and be inspired to love everyone with such intensive love, thus surpassing the point of the Fall. In this way, it is crucial to get out of Satan's dominion and liberate God's 4 Realms of Heart.

At some point I was forbidden by my leader to relate with the spirit world. The good spirit world is obligated to follow the vertical order. So I experienced the darkest period in my spiritual life. Not being able to relate daily with God, Jesus and True Father felt like hell. I realized how most people are spiritually blind. I couldn't tell what kind of spirit world is influencing me. That's how I realized that spiritually blind people are so much like possessed people. Any spirit can talk to them freely and make them believe anything.

The Power of Visualization

In this spiritual blindness I started depending on doing many conditions to keep my spirit high. As a team leader I was visualizing what the members should become like. And I was determined. I was fasting for them and praying till late at night. I often woke up around 3 am on the floor. My legs were stuck in this praying position. So I had to drag myself to the bed.

"When you are praying for a person, the most important thing is love; that person should spiritually be able to feel how much you love him." Heung Jin Nim

These efforts proved effective. Even the most problematic members where quickly growing; having amazing experiences themselves. I remember a brother who always had low results. I could see he had strong will power. But he was investing only externally (very horizontal and humanistic heart). The vertical connection was missing so I gave him many spiritual conditions. From the first day he could make great result. In a week he became the best and most stabile fundraiser.

"As you pray for a person, you must imagine that you are right there in the room with him.. It's not actually imagination; it's reality that your spirit is touching his spirit." Heung Jin Nim

Soon I discovered the power of visualization. I was standing in front of a restaurant. I closed my eyes and tried to visualize each table inside. At some places I felt light, at others was dark. At some places I succeeded to change it to light. Imagine the shock. When I entered, everything happened as I felt it in my visualization. Wherever I could see light people really bought. That was astonishing!

"Every person has the ability to naturally sense what he's receiving from another person's heart, especially if it is intense." Heung Jin Nim

Soon I was able to stand in front of a 20 storey building and see what apartments can buy. Sometimes I used that effectively to find a spiritual person. The first time I was looking for a member of the White Brotherhood. I didn't know the address, so I went floor to floor, sensing the energy in front of each door. There were 5 doors on each level. Only on the fifth floor I felt bright energy at one of the doors. The energy felt a bit heavy, like a person believing reincarnation (since there are many spirits around such people, pretending this is their reincarnation). I myself was shocked when lady I was looking for, opened the door. That was the first and only door I tried.

Calming Down my Physical Mind

Since our physical mind is quite external. It doubts and bring us to loose faith. Soon I have learned that for better results I have to calm it down. The brain has no sensibility to connect to the spiritual realms. It can only think of God, but never connect me with Him.

If I follow my limited earthly mind, it will only lead me to confusion, anxiety, doubts and fears. At the end I will only get stuck. So I had to find the way to connect to my deeper, inner mind - to my heart.

"When we isolate ourselves from the noise around us and allow our thoughts to settle, we can see into the deepest parts of our hearts. It will take a lot of time and effort to go all the way down to where the heart has settled." Sun Myung Moon, Authobiography p.230

So I tried to calm down my mynd, Rev. Moon and the Silva Method have explained. I relaxed. Counted backwards to deeper relaxation... and than I prayed visualizing the things I want to achieve. What happened was a shock even for me.

In the relaxed state I visualized a woman choosing 3 pictures and a guy choosing 2. But I rap it up by concentrating on the vision of a guy paying me 5 pictures.

Since that took only 2 minutes I was skeptical of it's effectiveness, so I repeated the prayer, this time visualizing only a man who buys 5 pictures. At the end I added, "And maybe 6." That was even shorted, but I stood up and went FR.

The first coffee shop I entered, it felt like if they expected me. A guy and a woman opened the door and grabbed my pictures. She quickly selected 3 pictures. He also liked 2 and asked, "How much for the 5?" He payed them all. It was precisely in accordance with my prayer. And I had my daily goal fulfilled in less than 10 minutes. But that was not all.

I went out and as if some force pushed me, I entered the next coffee shop. And here it was, a dangerous looking man in front of me. I tried to excuse myself and run out. But he just said, "What is this?" He grabbed me product. Put it on the table and quickly selected 5 pictures. It all happened so fast. But now he saw another picture and started bringing it back and forth, "Shall I take this one, or shall I not take it?"

This repeated like a broken tape for another 5 or 10 minutes. It seemed like eternity, so I finally prayed, "Ok, let him at list buy these 5." And so he did. Only than I realized, this was the fulfilment of my second prayer, where I finished with, "maybe 6," but didn't clarify definitely what should happen. Ha, ha - the spirit world was waiting for my final decision.

Why did that work so effectively? The Divine Principle explains that the real essence of Mind and Body unity is to restore the dominion of the Spiritual Mind over the Physical Mind. Our Spirit Mind is the one that has the sensibility towards God and the spirit world, so it can obtain any information and prepare the events in front of us. The only thing we have to do is calm down our physical mind, not to obstruct the way.

The Resurrecting Power of the Blessing

In this day me and another brother were giving pre-Blessings in this area, when a child run after us. "Come in our home," the boy said. "Our father wants you to come." When we entered the home of this family, the father welcomed us with great excitement. Then he told us what happened.

He had the following vision. While praying he saw Satans power coming over him and through the false love-lineage connection grabbing hold of his children and descendants. He prayed in desperation, "God help me." In this moment God showed him two man that will come and give him the Blessing. When he received it immediately Satan's power was removed and his family was surrounded with God's love. Than he looked in the sky and he saw his children happily smiling on the Moon.

This was incredible vision about the resurrecting power of the Blessing. Satan is holding our lineage by the power of the false love. The Blessing is cutting off Satan's lineage and returning us in God's lineage, where our children can enjoy in God's love. Even the Moon had it's symbolic significance, representing the Lord of the Second Coming - Rev. Sun Myung Moon.

"The Blessing is a great miracle. It is the greatest gift that Heaven has ever given on earth.. because through the Blessing you are called children of the True Parennts, children of Heaven. You came from the lineage of hell, and yet you are being admitted to.. the place with the full rights of the royal heir." Victory of Love

Vision of the New President

A month before the elections, we were mobilized for the Million Family March in Washington DC. Standing right in front of the White House I was praying when I got the following vision. Bush came out in the vision as the new president. I asked, "Oh God, is really Bush gonna be the next president?" But at that moment the vision started changing. Bush was moving back, while Gore was coming front, as if he is to be the nest president.

Only when I lost patience, wondering what's going on, is that Gore suddenly disappeared and Bush stayed as the clear president. This was precisely what actually happened during the elections. For some reason that was providentially important for God.

Fighting with the Angel

I can tell you numerous of such wonderful spiritual experiences. I always focused on God, Jesus, True Parents and many times got their help and guidance. At times Father or Mother would appear to me spiritually and all the seeming unsolvable problems would vanish in an explainable way. Read, TRUE FATHER VISITED ME SPIRITUALLY

But one night I had the following dream. Suddenly I was in the spirit world, at the threshold of Hell. It was vary real. Looked like a war field full with wounded people, everyone lying around, suffering with some painful wounds. In front of me was a river and I could sense that the real hell was on the other side. At that moment my heart was pulling me to go there. I wanted to go and see why are they in hell? How can I help them? I head this heart from a small child, to want to help those who suffer, even when risking my life.

But with every step in the water I felt the evil energy of hell overtaking me. A voice came, "If you cross on the other side, you will never be able to return." But this did not stop me. I continued, but my legs were getting more and more stuck and finally I couldn't move. At that moment the Angel blocking me made himself visible. He was on a white horse and was shining so bright that I couldn't lift up my head. He took out his sward, touched me on my shoulder and I felt some special power come in my heart. "I give you this gift because you didn't give up," he said and suddenly I was back in my physical body.

The Power of Internet

I knew this gift was connected with sharing God's Word. Yet, it took years until, through spiritual guidance, I came on the path of using Internet for web outreach. Few incidents led me in that direction.

After Father's failed attempt to visit my country in 2005, I found that there was no positive information on internet about us in Bulgarian language. When True Father was supposed to come, media searched internet and found out only the negative stuff.

So I determined to change that. I started creating different blogs covering different areas of our teachings and activities, using different creative angels to make it attractive for the outside readers. Gradually I created more than 30 blogs and Web pages.

Working 12 to 16 hours a day I could push the negativity so much back, that with all key words connected to us people could find mostly my pages. So all the positive information they were now reading was from my articles.

Soon thousands of people started reading daily. I remember the first day I saw it, "oh, 40 people are reading my article in the moment." My heart could nearly fly out. But few minutes later it was 200 people reading. And the number kept growing and growing.

The readers grew up and up to 10, and later on to 20 thousand a day. Amazingly, readers were liking and sharing the most the articles I wrote about True Father as the Messiah. Each day I could find few places where nonmembers shared these articles with thousands of their own friends. This was unbelievable!

Share God's Heart

I remember the day when for the first time I talked with God. It was during the morning prayer that I realized I'm in God's presence. I felt His heart. I had to calm down and focus on it so that I can hear his voice. He tried to convince me that I can do His Will. I bursted in tears, "Oh Heavenly Father, I'm such a sinner. How can you ask me for such things?" My whole being was overwhelmed with tears. But God kept telling me, "Share My Heart, Share My Heart." I felt His heart at that moment. I was all in tears.

I realized few things from this experience. First God spoke so carefully. I felt his pain of being betrayed so many times. Secondly, it was so different to feel God's heart in comparison to even the highest spirits or angels. Thirdly, He said so few words, but each word touched my deepest inner self and echoed in my whole being in a way that I will never forget.

Teaching for UTS
In 2016 I had around 20 thousand visits a day on my blogs, with articles about True Parents - Rev. and Mrs. Moon. These are 99% non members, coming from search engines like Google. Readers started contacting me, asking to join our movement for peace. They were amazed to learn what Rev. Moon is doing and teaching.

Around that time dr. Wilson contacted me to teach an online UTS course. I was teaching the basics on how to create effective Blog for Witnessing; How to write? How to chose attractive topics? How to make attractive design? How to interlink everything and get educational effect? How to get front in Google? That's what Witnessing is all about, reaching out to prepared people. Does it work? Absolutely!

Testimonies of Joining through Internet

I got email from a girl that want to join our church. She was reading one of my articles about the prophecies concerning TF. She got interested and followed the links for hours, reading more and more - whatever she could find. She got so inspired and wrote me. Well she is not the only one. In the last year I have more then 10 new spiritual children in this way.

Few months ago unexpected thing happened. I was visiting old lady to bring her something. Her neighbor came by and asked me, "Are you still in this sect". With the next words I found out that she is not negative but inspired. "Oh my grand daughter wants to meet you. She is reading many things about Moon on internet and she is very inspired," she said.

A day later the father came and brought present for my 4 boys. He also said, his daughters are following everything about Rev. Moon on internet and are very enthusiastic of his ideas, so I went to visit them. The daughter started telling me the amazing story of what she was reading, what touched her and how it all happened.

The next day I visited them again and got to know the younger doughtier, guilty for all of this. She was the one that found in the library of her father a book about us. She was fascinated and than with her older sister they started looking on Internet. This is how they stared following all the positive new information that was coming.

The most inspiring thing for them was the Blessing. All the idea about it, the matching, the testimonies of participants - all seemed like a dream. After I gave them and their cousin a short lecture on Principles of Creation and God's Ideal, the question that was boiling within them came out, "Can I be educated and participate in this Blessing too".

The War of Ideas is Now on Internet
Internet is like a place of ideological war. If we don't win there, we will never win the people on our side. That's a crucial information war. But for God and Satan, it is a war of good or evil reaching to people's minds. Unification Thought explains that our Inner Sung-sang (Reason) acts based on the data in our Inner Hyung-sang (Concepts). So if the information (data) is wrong, people will inevitably make wrong conclusions. So they will lead wrong life. But if people have the complete

information, they will automatically come to the right conclusions and lead moral life. So it's our responsibility to bring them the Truth in whatever way possible.

This is the reason why:

* Restoration is carried centered on the Word (the Truth).
* Divine Principle said: Fall is in fact, a descent in Ignorance (of the Truth).
* The Conscience works based on "person's understanding of the Truth (Wright and Wrong).
* True Father initiated HDH to reeducate the world

And of course, Internet is the only way to spread the Truth and reach to all people, in all towns and villages, without the financial expense of printing books, transport and the time needed for all that.

Knowing that, you can understand why I have chosen to spend the last 2 years in writing thousands of articles about True Father and create around 30 blogs and web pages on different topics. As graduate of UTS I knew something that many members around couldn't fathom. In few years time I'll educate hundred of thousands of people. Witnessing one to one, I'll never be able to achieve that.


INTERNET - WAS PROVIDED BY GOD to
Spread the Truth Worldwide in the Shortest Time


Internet is "perfectly provided by God", says DP, "to make the truth and ideology of the Messiah worldwide within the shortest possible time by rapidly spreading it"


Divine principle says that in the Last Days through technology God will make the world as One Big Family centered on God. As Divine Principle explains: "The distance between East and West is extremely shortened owing to the rapid progress in transportation and communications", so through Internet "the ideology of the Messiah can freely and swiftly flow into the hearts of all mankind." (DP p.424)

"To build the Kingdom of God I need to use the Internet technology." 
True Father, 1998
Do you know, that people believe more when they read something, rather than when they hear from someone. In Jin Nim said, that young people don't want to be lectured, but like to go on Internet and find out for themselves. In fact, whatever they hear or want to know, they will automatically go to Google and find out everything about it. That's why I was working hard in Bulgarian, to fill up Internet with our information and viewpoint on everything and it was effective.

Research shows that fast information and communications provided by Internet, transform knowledge, education, the way of thinking, and the way we view things. "This is perfectly provided by God" says DP, and is "the best foundation on which to make the truth and ideology of the Messiah worldwide within the shortest possible time by rapidly spreading it, when the Lord comes." (DP p.424)

The power of internet is that it makes possible to bring that education directly to the homes. Five to ten thousand people read my articles about TF every day from hundreds of Bulgarian towns and villages, that never been visited by members.In a country with 13 blessed families that's incredible. See my video testimony in 'IMAGINE what Internet could do in few years! REEDUCATE THE WORLD'


Internet does bring people together substantially
See the facts; people not only create good friendships, but 1 out of 8 couples married in the U.S. last year met online.. Internet is truly a Groundbreaking method to witness to many people. Read the stories of my spiritual children that joined online.As True Father explained, now educating and informing the society is easy and fast because of Internet. In his words, we should use it to create K.O.H. and even mobilize the spiritual world to cooperate.

Internet can mobilize masses of people
In Bulgaria Internet Bloggers could mobilize masses of people to come on the streets to protest against the communist government, one year ago. People even find on internet if some driver has free space and heads their direction, so they share transport to work. Look how powerful was Internet to mobilize demonstrations in some countries. It can mobilize masses of people. Obama used effectively Internet and bloggers for his elections.

Internet can bring members, supporters, participants
Organizations effectively mobilize people for events, businesses sell heir products, clubs find members, all through Internet. We are blind if we don't recognize the power of Internet. We are irresponsible if we don't start using it for God. 2020 is just about the corner. Let's wake up!

I see three obvious points:

1. Misinformation is the only information people are being given about us. And bad forces made more effort to spread it, while we stayed low.

2. Members published mostly for members, so our materials are difficult for outside people is impossible to understand and learn.

3. My experience is that in fact very few young people are negative. They simply don't know us. People with good original nature are prepared and waiting for it.

My effort is not simply teach students how to technically make a nice blog, but how to effectively witness through a website. Why hundreds and thousands of non-members are so inspired to spread my articles themselves? Because I know how to make it effective. Why they don't mind that my articles proclaim TF as the Messiah? Because I know how to present it so they can understand our vision and feel TF's heart. When students start writing and choosing materials I teach them point by point what's the right, effective way of doing it. Read more in my Blog

Feel Spiritual Phenomena with my Physical Senses

May be I'm not that much spiritual, but I feel God's heart. Believe it or not, through this I can get a lot of spiritual information about people. Someone once said, working with me, "Through you I can feel how real is the spiritual world." A leader working with me, told me, "I wish everyone could have the chance working with you, to understand God's Heart." In fact, I'm quite a bad guy. All the great things that happened in my life came from God. I don't know of anything good that I have done by myself.

Am I interested in spiritual experiences? Not at all. I'm interested in liberating God's heart and his children. Except for the few cases when God asked me to allow him to open my spiritual senses, I usually keep them closed. And yet, with the time my spirit developed to the point where all spiritual phenomena were perceived directly with my physical senses.

“When.. the spirit man becomes a divine spirit.. the spirit man can feel and perceive everything in the invisible world. Since all the spiritual phenomena thus perceived by the spirit man are reflected and echoed in the physical man, presenting themselves as physical phenomena, man finally comes to feel spiritual phenomena even with his five physical senses.” DP 62: Structure of the Spirit Man

Usually I'm getting my revelations while awake, when I calm down and concentrate during prayer. And truly, I'm far from perfect. Yet, I finally feel like if I reached 21 years of age spiritually. It took more than 40 years to develop my spirit, but I can finally feel: I'm not only in need of spiritual help, but I can help to the suffering spirits.

The Healing Comes from God

I was a teenager when I asked God if I can take my mother's sickness. The next day I felt very heavy energy all over my body, but my mother was completely healed. I remember playing with this energy. I will chase it from one place and it will run to another. So I knew back then, that illness has some spiritual and energetic origin.

Curse or blessing, I don't know. But even when talking on the phone with me, I could tell people's pains and see how the energy looks like spiritually in their bodies. Once I connect to it, with some efforts and prayers I could usually heal it. For the Bible says:

"Is anyone among you sick? Let them call the elders of the church to pray over them.. in the name of the Lord. And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well." ~ James 5:14-15

Now I often use my healing abilities for the people working with me or for my spiritual contacts. Once I helped a sister that couldn't walk for 2 months. I checked spiritually and explained her the reasons. She was a 3rd generation, but her parents gave bad conditions. The mother was accusing the father, even in front of the children. Resentful spirits invaded with the clear purpose to block her spiritual growth. I can later explain how, but in 3 days she was walking normally.

Naturally, I prefer to use these abilities only when I see the other person also do some efforts. A second generation boy was in our FR team, with incredible chronic headache. So he couldn't go out for more than a week. I told him it's a spiritual thing and he should do a condition. But he didn't believe, "Oh, my father is also like that. He had it all his life and nothing helped him."

So I took responsibility and prayed, "God, give me that pain and I will pray until it is liberated." Enormous pain overtook my head. It took two hours of prayers and reading until I could win over it. Each time I reduced my concentration, the pain was taking over me. Each time I read DP with full spiritual concentration, the pain was dissipating. When I finished and reported to God, the boy was healed. Next day he was going FR normally. The pain didn't return. But I don't think this boy learned anything from that. In another case I took the sickness of 8 people in my team. I fell on the ground, prayed for about an hour, but he next day everyone was totally healthy.

Pray this prayer, while reading: "Dear Heavenly Parent. Even if I never experienced you fully, because of whatever blockages, please remove them now and allow me to be filled up with this healing power. Not because of me, but for the people I can help to and for liberating this world. Please fulfill my sincere wish, that I report now from all of my heart. Amen!"


Levels of Understanding God's Word: The Divine Principle

"If you doubt this, ask God. You cannot reject Rev. Moon’s Divine Principle, with a contents that you could not possibly have dreamed of – all presented with logical explanations and in a well-ordered structure." CSG p.536

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Understanding The Principle
INTERNAL GUIDANCE - by Y.UTS -  DP STUDY LECTURES STF

"If you were to read twenty or thirty pages of the Divine Principle black book each day continuously, then your level of spirituality would go up and continue to rise daily." Rev. Sun Myung Moon

The New Truth, Divine Principle explains, is to 'help fallen man resist the evil and attain goodness" (DP p.10) How well we have to know the Principle to be able to resist the evil? Father told us to read the Principle minimum 20 times, just to have personal protection from Satan. Yet, if we are to lead others, he said, we have to read DP at list 100 times. Read, TF's words on Reading DP
"Before being able to lead a good life by following the good desire of the original mind and repelling evil desire, it is necessary to overcome ignorance and be able to distinguish between good and evil." Divine Principle, p.3
So how knowing the Word protect us from Satan? Remember Jesus explained, that we have 20 to 30 thoughts per minute, coming from 20-30 spirits, including Satan. So we have to separate good and evil in our own mind. That's why knowing God's universal principles correctly is crucial for our spiritual life. That's why restoration was carried through the Word. Read, Study, Know and Believe to Incarnate the Truth
Physical and Spiritual understanding:
  1. Physical undesrstanding - with our physical mind (to align with the spirit)
  2. Spiritual understanding  - with our spiritual mind (sensing it spiritually)
We start studying the word with our physical mind (brain), which is limited in it's ability to understand spiritual matters. As Father explained, leyer by leyer, with each reading, we start sensing the truth spiritually; Sensing God's heart and view; Sensing wright and wrong. 
Different levels of understanding the Truth:
  1.  Logical (Formation Stage)
  2.  Application (Growth Stage)
  3.  Embody (Completion Stage)
There are different levels of understanding and aligning with the Truth. Reading the Divine Principle several times, it's not enough. Knowing it by heart is still formation stage, yet many of us didn't reach it. There are much deeper and more important levels of practical understanding and incarnating it in our life. On this chart we can easily check our own level.  If we don't know the Principle well, we are in Satan's realm. Evil spirits can always invade our own thoughts.




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Four Level of Understanding the Principle 

"In order to ward off evil desires and follow good desires, we must overcome this ignorance and gain the ability to distinguish clearly between good and evil." Divine Principle, p.2

Formation stage of understanding is when we know Divine Principle logically - nearly by heart. How many members are on that level? How many STF members read DP 20 times? In reality, most members are in the very beginning of the Formation stage, many not even there. True Father explained, that this is the reason members and second-gen leave the Church.

Growth stage is to know the Application - that takes much deeper attitude of search, interest and prayers. Shallow view and partial knowledge of DP are not enough. We have to connect these principles with the every-day real situations; understand practically what's good and evil in complete accordance with the Principle.

Completion stage; Understanding the application is one thing, but living by it is the stage of Completion. With repetition of the correct, true living, finally practicing the truth will become automatic, subconscious way. Therefore we become Perfect incarnation of the Truth.

It is long and difficult process to study, learn, practice and finally incarnate the Truth.  Divine Principle guides us all to embody (Incarnate) the Truth! That's where God's Kingdom starts, not outside, but in our hearts.

Restoration through the Word

Therefore, practice without reading is also impossible, because we have to embody the Truth, not some other philosophies. True Father says: Read minimum 20 times for protection from Satan, minimum 100 times if you are a Leader (to protect others).

Without studying The Divine Principle you cannot practice to make the Foundation of Faith (in FR). I saw year after year STF not studying, not knowing and practicing some strange, wrong excusing concepts. So we made this Education and solved this problem.

It takes personal efforts (our 5% responsibility); to study, the principle way – pray, think about it and push yourself to apply it, believing this is the way. Why? Because first Satan will try to convince you that’s not the way, by blocking and attacking you. If you give up, Satan wins. Instead of learning the True Way, you would end up with false excuse philosophy.

For example, “Oh, I get blocked when thinking of my external goal, so I should not set high goals”. Not only Satan won, but you’re now creating satanic philosophy to excuse that and you’re desperately spreading it.

Do you understand why we never reached perfection, we were always fooled by lying spirits on the way, so we could not embody the Truth. Instead we go against it. Please understand how serious it is to carefully study the Truth. Read DP minimum 20 times, beginning to end, for personal protection from Satan – not to fool you in your mind.. 100 times to be a leader, who can separate others from Satan. (TF’s explanation)

We Grow Incarnating the Truth

We grow spiritually in accordance to how much we incarnated the Truth. Truth corrects our concepts of right and wrong, good and evil. The Principle is the New Revelation promised by the Bible, that can bring all humanity out of the Ignorance and unite us with God's Love. 

Our Conscience works based on our understanding of the Truth. If our understanding of good and evil deviates from God's Absolute Standard, our own conscience can unite with the Evil Mind and go against God. This is why even people of faith can fight each other. Until there are different understandings fighting will never stop.

Aligning your concepts with God's Principle takes years and years of study, believe and practice. It cannot happen with 1 or 2 readings. Reading and praying is vitally important, but not enough to change the concepts in our subconsciousness, which are already automatic. We need to practice - gain new experiences, and through repetition make the true way automatic.

Therefore, practice without reading is also impossible, because we have to embody the Truth, not some other philosophies. True Father says: Read minimum 20 times for protection from Satan, minimum 100 times if you are a Leader (to protect others).

Unity of Life and Faith: Practical Understanding

I think many members still separate Faith and Real life and that makes it hard for them to Witness, because they want to find theologically oriented person. But life and faith are not separated. So people are interested in so many solutions that the Principle presents.

On first place, People have families and want to learn how to solve problems. If you understand DP well, you can help them so much. They will be so grateful and practice it. You see DP is not religion (faith).. it's real life solution.

Another area DP helps is health. Illness is result of spiritual problems. People yearn to understand and solve these problems. I constantly help them. People want to get rid of these sicknesses and DP (UT) helps explain and solve everything. Problem is when we don't understand DP on practical level. Have to learn!

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Internal Guidance: 

Why Study God's Word (Divine Principle)

Study, Know and Believe to Incarnate the Truth



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