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Visiting the Spirit World in my Dreams: Hell, Middle Spirit World and Paradise

The Escape from Hell to Paradise

I have had many experiences when I would spend the whole night in the spirit world. Sometimes, if I asked why people do some bad things, suddenly in the night I appeared in the realm where such people live.

I could observe them and try to understand; Why they do such evil things? How did they become like that? My heart was not at ease if I couldn't find solution for such suffering spirits. So I asked more and more questions, and received more and more spiritual guidance.

My sincere hope is that these experiences will help you grasp the serousnes of growing spiritually in living in love while on earth. I believe these experiences were given to me not for my own sake, but for the sake of liberating God and humanity.

Raised in Atheism

Born in a Communist country I was not a believer. We were told that Relligion is oppiom. We were told that we are physical beings (like animals) without spirit. But 10 years old, my grandma appeared to me from the spirit world.

When I became 20 I asked her how the spirit world looks like. She said, the place she lives in is so beautiful that I would never want to return to earth. I asked her, if God exists. "In my realm," she answered, "everyone knows God exists, but very few can indeed relate with Him." Than she told me about my future marriage. She said it will be in Korea, 5 years later and my wife will be a foreigner. "Will she be from Surbia", I asked. "Not! But close. Just litle bit more west," she answered. Litle did I know, but her words were fulfilled exactly. Five years later I was married in a international weding in Korea. God's ways are misterious.

My First Prayer to God was Answered

A year before that I had offered a strange prayer to God. As a nonbeliver I didn't know whome I'm praying to. So I said; "God or whoever you are. If you exist, please make that I will get out of this Army academy." I clearly specified the way I want that to happen.

Believe it or not, few days later I colapsed and events led to the fulfilment of my request. So I prayed again. "Dear God! I see that you have heared my prayer, so I cannot deny your existance. But can I just change my prayer request a bit." So I described what and how should be changed.

Few days later misterious events happened leading to my way out of Army, just the way I requested in this prayer, word by word. So again, I was without excuse not to believe in God. But what's most important, that set up the begining and the standard of my relationship with God. I was reporting to him and observing carefully, expecting to see His response. I always knew He is listening and I tried to expres my requests and reports as sincerely as possible.

God's Light Entered My Heart

One day I read in a Christian pamflet about the Holy Spirit and it's gifts. Curious, I prayed to God to give me the gifts of the Holy Spirit. But I asked for something useful, like healing or distinguishing the truth.

Miracle happened the same night I offered this prayer. As I was prepearing to sleep I heared a voice calling me. When I replied, the ceiling oppened and an amazing light filled up the room. I felt God's incredible presence and love overwelme my entire being. At the same time I felt His pain, from all the bad things we do. I shouted for forgivenes and could not sleep the whole night.

Since I could not forget His painful heart, I prayed every day that He will show me what He wants from me and how I can relieve His pain. Read, MY FIRST EXPERIENCE WITH GOD

Amazing Spiritual Guidance

From this day on I began to experience amazing spiritual guidance. I discovered the power of prayer in healing deceases with prayer. According to my prayer God even changed the weather. I have amazing experiences to tell. I would ask God to stop the rain, or the wind and He will do it in such a way, so I cannot deny it's exactly according to my prayer.

I realized that God listens to every small detail that I say. This set the standard of my relationship with God. It was more like reporting everything to him and expecting to see what He will do. If I was very sincere in my request He was making it happen. This developed into a real relationship of Father and son. Here is Rev. Moon's remark on how nature responds to su.

"If you make yourself a universal being, connected to the fundamental origin of the universe, then the sunrays will want to come and warm your body. Water will want to get into your mouth and air will want to go into your lungs." God's Will / Good Character 108

I always wondered, "If I'm such a bad guy, why is God doing all this effort for me? How can a sinner like me deserve that?" Surely through this He led me to meet the Lord of the Second Advent. In miraculouus way God pushed me towards the followers of the Rev. Sun Myung Moon.

Jesus Took My Spirit to Heaven

One day Jesus took me to heaven. It was in the middle of a workshop. My spirit came out and I felt I was flying through some realms in the spirit world, higher and higher. In just seconds, he showed me spiritually the last 70 yrs of Rev. Moon's life and said, "Yes this is true. This is the Messiah." I saw many of my ancestors in Paradise, they looked so bright, full with love. Amazing light was surrounding them and was overwhelming my whole existence.  "All your life," they said, "we guided you for this one purpose; To tell you who is the Messiah - The Second Advent." My legs were shaking when I was back in my body.

The Power of The Truth

Once I began learning The Divine Principle (Rev. Moon's revelations), I felt my Original Mind really opened; I saw God's love everywhere. It not only gave me the answers of so many questions that we Christians have, but no one answers, but opened the barriers and limitations in so many directions.

Now I could study science or spiritual teachings and see the connections. The Principle is so powerful truth, and Truth really sets you free. Most important I've learned a lot about the spirit world, and how it relates to us.

Numerous generations of our ancestors went to the eternal spiritual world. Those who suffer signal that to us by giving us some problems, incidents, sicknesses and pain. Not realizing that, we sink into their problems, ending up in their hell. But the Principle taught me how to help them.

The Principle calls it Returning resurrection. I remember the first time I experienced it. I felt sudden unnatural feelings of depression and doubts. It was their painful spiritual state. I said, "God, this is not my thoughts. I don't know who is it, but they are really suffering in hell. Pleas let me liberate them." So I started crying and praying for these spirits until they felt God's love and liberation through me. Feeling my connection to God their hearts got liberated, they felt so happy. The rest of the day I had amazing experiences. They helped me in everything in that day; whatever I asked. It was miraculous!

Spiritual Experience with True Father

It was during the morning prayer. I felt tired and decided to lean my head comfortably, but concentrate on praying even stronger. Suddenly I realized that my body fell asleep but I was in a straight posture above it, still praying.

The next moment I realized that someone was sitting right in front of me. I lifted my head and saw Father, Rev. Moon, in a lotus position, just a meter in front of me. It was absolutely real. He was in a brown jacket, similar to the one he had at his visit to Russia.

I had no time to be further curious of external details since my attention was drawn to his words. The first thought came, "Why is he talking as if he is the sinful person like me." But then my whole being just started following the experience effected from his words. I could see and experience what he was saying, the very way he is experiencing it.

Father was explaining how from my low sinful state I can open my conscience, at the center of my heart and connect with God. It was overwhelming. It seemed so beautiful and natural. It felt like the most natural state. Like if I was always like that. There was some innate connection straight to God's heart and my inner self could naturally communicate with him, while my physical mind was only a silent listener.

Boom.. and the experience was over. I wake up, still feeling the overwhelming sensations, yet realizing that I cannot even explain physically what did Father just teach me. Back in my physical body, it didn't feel natural. My mind couldn't even make sense or find words for it.

I remember in this day I had difficult area in FR. But I said, "Father I will keep praying, non stop, until I open this channel with You." It was after an hour of steady, mentally painful and exosting efforts, that the shift happened. I was in front of the door with some clients, when my heart opened and I began crying. It was like the prayer was no longer coming out of my brain, but out of my inner self - directly from my heart. I was just listening and could not stop the tears in my eyes. It was so fascinating, so beautiful.
"Then the spirit world will naturally teach in advance the wise ones concerned about the future of the world. They will understand through spiritual waves what will happen. Those who reach the highest position will see but one goal at the end." Rev. Sun Myung Moon, CSG
Took years of more experiences, while I rationally realized the difference between my physical mind and my spiritual inner mind, connected to God. These were years of struggling to find means to calm down my brain and allow my spirit to lead me; a state when every answer comes instantly; a state when things happen with ease, like a magic and every prayer moves the physical world and brings actual results. I used that while working with STF, to show them how easy problems can be solved, results can be increased, the atmosphere can be changed, the obstacles removed. Once you understand the spiritual principles and have the connection to God, everything is possible.

Talking with Jesus and Heung Jin Nim

That was a special period. I was the leader of FR team. Doing the usual 'Resotration of All Things' city to city. But in this period I started comunicating a lot with Jesus and Heung Jin Nim. It so often that one of them will come during my run and teach me things, that I caried always a small notebook to imediately write their insights, before I forget anything imortant. 

Sometimes I would ask, who of them likes which of our contemporary food. Their prepherenes were different. So I had fun. But I remember Hyung Jin telling me that once my level of love goes above Completion Stage, Fall is imposible. He was teaching me not to be afraid to love. If it seems that love will lead me to Second Chapter problem I should push myself to love even more with pure brother-sister love and be inspired to love everyone with such intensive love, thus surpassing the point of the Fall. In this way, it is crucial to get out of Satan's dominion and liberate God's 4 Realms of Heart.

Fighting with the Angel

I can tell you numerous of such wonderful spiritual experiences. I always focused on God, Jesus, True Parents and many times got their help and guidance. At times Father or Mother would appear to me spiritually and all the seeming unsolvable problems would vanish in an explainable way. Read, TRUE FATHER VISITED ME SPIRITUALLY

But one night I had the following dream. Suddenly I was in the spirit world, at the threshold of Hell. It was vary real. Looked like a war field full with wounded people, everyone lying around, suffering with some painful wounds. In front of me was a river and I could sense that the real hell was on the other side. At that moment my heart was pulling me to go there. I wanted to go and see why are they in hell? How can I help them? I head this heart from a small child, to want to help those who suffer, even when risking my life.

But with every step in the water I felt the evil energy of hell overtaking me. A voice came, "If you cross on the other side, you will never be able to return." But this did not stop me. I continued, but my legs were getting more and more stuck and finally I couldn't move. At that moment the Angel blocking me made himself visible. He was on a white horse and was shining so bright that I couldn't lift up my head. He took out his sward, touched me on my shoulder and I felt some special power come in my heart. "I give you this gift because you didn't give up," he said and suddenly I was back in my physical body.

Share God's Heart

I remember the day when for the first time I talked with God. It was during the morining prayer that I realized I'm in God's presence. I felt his heart. I had to calm down and focus on it so that I can hear his voice. He tried to convince me that I can do His Will. I bursted in tears, "Oh Heavenly Father, I'such a sinner. How can you ask me for such things?" My whole being was overwelmed with thears. But God told me these words, "Share My Heart, Share My Heart."

I could realize few things from this experience. First God spoke so carefully. I felt his pain of being betraid so many times. Secondly, it was so different to feel God's heart in comparison to even the highest spirits or angels. Thirdly, He said so few words, but each word touched my deepest inner self and echoed in my whole being in a way that I will never forget.

What are the Consequences of Sin
Tree evil habits that drag people to Hell

It happened in Albania, during an STF workshop. "What's the consequence of sin?" - I asked in a prayer. "Heavenly Father, I don't want just intellectual answer, but to really  see and understand."

After this prayer, something completely unexpected happened; The moment I fell asleep, I instantaneously appeared in the spirit world. This repeated for 3 nights. Each night I observed a different places in the low spiritual realms. I spend the whole night wondering around, touching, talking to people, while being fully aware that I'm in the spiritual world:

The First night I appeared in the Gossiping realm of the spiritual world. It was violation of the First Blessing; immature character and wrong heart. The agony of heart in this realm was unbearable. It was shocking to see that even members can end up there.

The second night was in a place where people controlled by sexual desires ended - violation of the Second Blessing. There was not even one drop of love at that place; just sexual misuse of others. Painful to observe how miserable creatures they have become.

The third night was the easiest - the complaining realm. No one hurt me - they just kept complaining and complaining about external things, not taking ownership over the environment - failure to complete the Third Blessing.

First Night: The Gossiping Realm of Hell

At each of these places I spend the whole night, observing everything and talking to the people there. The gossiping realm was the most painful place of the tree. My heart was literally suffocating. I felt agonizing, not wanting to live even for one more second, feeling that horrible atmosphere their hearts were producing.

I was touching everything, the grass, the trees, the asphalt - everything was real (substantial). Externally was so much like the physical world, just a bit gloomier. But internally something was very wrong with these people. Their hearts were twisted. This was the Gossiping realm in Hell.
Gossip is toxic to any environment. It shuts down communication, it shuts down trust. DP explains it as Sharing of 'displeased feelings' that poison the hearts of others. Gossip - Triangle of Mistrust
No matter what you do, or not do, you are always accused. Whatever you say is twisted in a vicious way. My heart was agonizing, feeling the evil energy they produce. That's what these people did in their life - gossiping. For them this resonance of heart was normal. They observed externally, accused and gossiped. This was the common base for their friendships. For their victims this was agonizing, but for them that was love - to share negativity, laughing and ridiculing others. These are the poisonous Vitality Elements they nurtured themselves in their physical life - so that's what they continue doing in the spirit world.

"Those who succeed in earthly life by slandering and plotting against others will be turned upside down in the spirit world." CSG1 p.849

These is possible only in hell, but unthinkable in the higher realms. I can't imagine such evil games against each other in my own family. This will be Hell. Their very hearts were twisted. Yet, they looked clever, intelligent, heartistic, same like many humanistic members I know on earth. Read what's evil in Humanism. One has to be totally under his physical mind to do such things. Read, Liberate our Spirit Mind and you'll understand.

Do you see how this very Gossiping-Hell in the spirit world, God has shown me, is actually return-resurrecting through Sanctuary Church. Whatever Mother says or does is always accused. It goes to grotesque; She sits on one chair, they accuse; She sits on two chairs, they ridicule her. It's not what she does, it's the evil nature of their hearts, where the problem lies. Their hearts are twisted! They are feeding on poisonous 'vitality elements'.

"In the spirit world.. you can discern if a person is below.. or in a higher place than you... you can immediately see their rank in the hierarchy of love. This rank is absolute." CSG1 p.849

People living in intrigues and gossip cannot live without it. No matter the pain and hell it causes spiritually. The energy they produce is suffocating you, spreading around like a poisonous gas and allowing the realm of the evil spirits expand. But for those grown with it, it is the daily dose of drug they absolutely need.

How to help? How to protect yourself? The only way is by helping them; praying for them; doing conditions for them. It is energy, that holds their hearts and allows evil spirits to manipulate them. But
once liberated, everyone is liberated; you, they, ancestors... God himself. There is no other way out. Accusations will only bring your own heart in the same hell. Sacrificial love is the only way out.

The Realm of the Lower Middle Spirit World

Recently, again I spend a night in the spirit world, observing the Middle spiritual realm (around Hyung Jin) and the brighter realm around True Mother. The first one was dark; People were afraid of each other, gathering only in groups united to accuse and persecute others. No wonder this spiritual influence makes SC do the same on  earth.

Just falling asleep, suddenly I appeared in some gloomy place in the spirit world. My heart intuitively felt that Hyung Jin and Kook Jin are in that spiritual realm. Guided by my spiritual sense I find where they live.

The place looked like a small stadium, yet outside was protected as a castle. This was needed, because in this realm people easily accused each other of anything, so they were isolated there for their protection.

The atmosphere inside felt safer and brighter for this realm. Hyung Jin and Kook Jin were sitting at the center of the stadium, lovingly observing the members enjoying different pastimes. Nothing providential, but even the self-centered activities they did, like dancing, games etc. were great lip upwards for this dark, hopeless levels of the spirit world.

The Escape from the Middle Spirit Realms

Probably most correct way to position their spiritual realm is some Ham level of the Middle Spirit World. You know Ham was the one judging and accusing based on his self-centered sense of righteousness. Ham was the one who did not repent, but felt excused to judge his Parent and multiply gossips, stirring the same displeased feelings in his brother's hearts. These are the feelings Hyung Jin has to take, overcome and liberate.

Trying to find my way out of this realm I started realizing what the problem was here. People were afraid to come out on the streets. Citizens of this realm were 'good', self righteous people. Yet, they were so eager to judge and persecute if something was not in accordance with their external way of judging, so normal life was impossible. They misunderstood God's heart. Imagine if God, who sees ever small mistake we do in hidden, start judging us and not forgiving us. Such a hellish world have they created for themselves. Evil Angels can easily come in these realms and mobilize these spirits to go and do harm, by manipulating them to think this is a righteous cause.

Streets here were nearly empty. I stumbled on a group accusing relentlessly a lonely girl, so I interfered and helped her. In return she agreed to help me find my way. While talking to her we climb up on a train. I didn't know the customs so just followed her. For me everything was interesting, and information was so much. I wandered why the train was so empty. Suddenly the conductor showed up and the girl said, "Jump". We did, but the conductor kept chasing us. We forgot to get tickets.

I soon learned that in this realm no one will forgive you. If in their view you make the smallest mistake, they will chase you to the end. That was the very thing that gave meaning to their lives - to accuse, to judge, to create unity to accuse and attack others. Only based on that common base they could feel friendship. For them, that was love, but was happy when After many incidents I finally got out.

The Realm of Trusting and Serving to Each Other

I realized that the place I came was much brighter. Soon I was surprised by their relationships. They fixed things for me and I expected expensive charge. When I was a bit late I expected to be accused, scolded or murmured about it. Instead they gave me presents and had nice, understanding and loving attitude.

I was surprised! I asked God, "What is this realm? Why are people so good here?" The answer came in the most beautiful and unexpected way. I lifted my head and saw True Mother coming towards me.

True Mother's Realm of Heart

My heart got overwhelmed with joy. I felt like with my personal mother, so pure, strong heartistic connection. As a new guy in this realm probably I reacted too naturally, intimately, without barriers. But Mother also hugged me. See: We Love True Mother
"A person who lives intoxicated by God’s love.. can move around in all directions in the spirit world. Since the spirit world is a place where the God’s ideal of love is realized in all directions, people who live enraptured in God’s love stand in a prominent position." (TF, 1990.2.5)
Then Mother took me to the place where our members were working. It was like a big gathering place, much as places we hold our events on the earth. There were many big reception tables and lines of ancestors were coming towards each one of them. So I was curious what are they doing. Mother said, "Go and see", so I went.

I saw ancestors of wonderful members, that I know on earth. Actually, they were all reporting, at those tables, how many other ancestors they have witnessed today and how many will come for education. It was such an exciting atmosphere, like we have on earth when holding big mobilizations around Father.

Oh, this realm was so much more alive. We were sitting on a table around Mother and sharing heartisticly. I'm sure in my curiosity and ignorance I embarrassed Mother with my questions and attitude, but she never showed it. Surely she is aware of my level. We have so many things yet to learn, to know how to relate with True Parents in the spirit world.

Praying for Hyung Jin's Realm

At the end Mother took me outside and showed me a place where members could observe and pray for the realm of Hyung Jin and Kook Jin. That was the very reason why those around Hyung Jin in the Middle Spirit World could feel joy and hope, unavailable for those dark realms. Pity, in their immaturity they  cannot understand and appreciate that. Just the opposite, with their resentment and negative talks they mobilize even more evil spirits to want to destroy Mother. If only earthly SC followers could see spiritually what evil energy they are producing.

On the other side, in Mother's realm everyone was happy with even the smallest improvement in the state of the people in Hyung Jin's realm. God's heart is always love, but love that helps other's grow. 

We cannot judge, but pray and feel compassion for those who suffer in the lower realms. The higher spirit world constantly helps, heals and gives love - again and again; without judging - unconditionally. But in the darker realms, fear of conspiracy, judging and gossiping, mistrust and accusations seem normal. That's their spiritual surrounding. Read, The Resonance of Heart to understand; The very negative energy there overtakes one's mind and makes him think and see everything in this way. That's why they have to build walls of protection, learn fighting and be skeptical of everything, see conspiracy everywhere. People on earth are not aware, how much they are affected by the spirit world.

In higher spiritual realms, where Mother is, there is only love and LFSO (Living for the sake of others). After the coming of CIG (Cosmic Nation of Peace and Unity) the spiritual reality of the people is becoming more and more expressed in their physical life. Members who didn't liberate all their ancestors, can easily become subjugated by the low reality of their suffering ancestors in lower realms. Members who don't do witnessing and Tribal restoration, may also easily sink into negative mindset and resentment. In the new world of CIG, the old mindset is painful, because the Universe cannot leave such things to continue existing. Let's all Liberate quickly God's Heart. Aju!


After the year 2012, the world entered into a new age. God now has the authority and the whole spirit world is mobilized, centered on Father, for fast restoration. That's why many good things are happening, while evil is becoming more and more obvious and revealed. These are the last days of evil at the birth of a new, wonderful world. The Unification Movement is working hard for that. Read, The Power of True Love: Heal the Marriage, Unite Ministers for World Peace

If we unite our forces together, then we can make a better world, a world of peace.” Hon. Cynthia Tarrago Diaz, a member of Congress from Paraguay

NEWS: Amazing community is forming around Ceong Pyong Lake's Peace Palace in South Korea. You see a new pure, happy and creative culture rising among the thousands of second gen. children living and studying there. And this is only a glimpse into what's coming in the near future, when big communities of few generations start appearing everywhere around the world.

Number of nations already educating their citizens in the Culture of Heart. In special-chosen nations rural areas with 80 to 100 % Blessed families. The Culture of Heart spreads like fire. Read more...

In 2014 TF mobilized the whole spirit world to start working with the Earth. In 2015 that happened. At that time God asked me to allow Him, to open my spiritual senses for 100 days. He showed me how painful the situation looks spiritually. DMN and some other Elder brothers and sisters from the spirit world cam to teach me. I had to undergo the attacks of many evil spirits and powerful angels. I had to deal with such manipulative spirits until I've learned to understand and be able to overcome their invasions. I didn't sleep for 2 months, not even for a 10 min. I had to constantly observe the way they come and deceive people. At each level of spirits I had to learn also how to liberate them through Returning Resurrection, thus liberating people from their influence.
It was a painful experience similar to the one DMN described, when she saw all stuck spirits in our bodies. There is a constant spiritual influence around us. I could see how evil spirits enter and talk trough people, change their mood into negative - to provoke misunderstandings, struggles, accusations and divisions. Some of the experiences were with Hyungjin. I saw him fighting the evil angels, being invaded numerous times by them, yet standing up, again and again.
Than God showed me how tricky these evil angels were, how much they can twist a person's mind and perception, to the point where unprinciple can seem principle, and vice verse. It was scary to see, how they block some parts of the memory, so reality and truth become sifted. Now, when I talk to SC members, I'm shocked, to find out, how many of those fallen angels' beliefs have entered Sanctuary Church. 
Why is ll this happening now? It's God's love! It's for the sake of liberating humanity from these spiritual forces. It has to come. It has to be seen and revealed. It has to end. As Edgar Cayce predicted, soon the spirits of the lower realms will be completely prevented from influencing the earth God cannot wait any longer. We live in the age of CIG. Past has to be liberated quickly. How wonderful is this chance, even though we on earth will still suffer for a while! Read more...



  1. Thank you for posting this, which clearly shows why HJ strayed from the path....I had seen him in London some years ago, and he was totally different then to how he is now, and I could never understand why...

  2. Thank you for this posting.. Your testimonies are very beautiful. Thank you for sharing about the darkness and fear in SC realm and the beauty and light and love in True Mother's realm. This makes me want to be a better person and to love others and not gossip.

    Have you seen True Mother and True Father together in the spiritual world? I have had dreams with them together.

    Thank you for the work that you do loving True Parents!
    Debra Gertz

  3. "Once I began learning The Divine Principle (Rev. Moon's revelations), I felt that my Original Mind really opened up; I saw God's love everywhere. It not only gave me the answers of so many questions that we Christians have, but no one answers, but opened the barriers and limitations in so many directions.

    Now I could study science or spiritual teachings and see the connections. The Principle is so powerful truth, and Truth really sets you free. Most important I've learned a lot about the spirit world, and how it relates to us."
    The True Children, the 1st & 2nd and 3rd generation need to understand the Divine Principle deeply. We need to gather a small group of families and have a Divine Principle together with all their children.


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